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2008-07-09T01:24:00.000-07:00

YO people!

I'm currently trying out livejournal because livejournal allows some of the entries to be blocked away from the public eyes and even allow you to put your mood! But I'll leave this blog here because I wanna access to my friend's blog through the links here.

By the way, please do leave messages at my cbox still cos I'll visit this blog for links (and there's darn a lot of mememories here I cant bear to let go) or you can also leave a comment on my livejournal blog.

YEP!

new blog add: xueling002.livejournal.com

2008-07-06T08:18:00.000-07:00

Out today!

Zanyu and I caught the movie 21.
It was alright I guess.
Quite brillant but not very exciting.
I still cant figure out some of the stats they use and how actually counting cards would enable you to win so much money. But I guess that's good too, because casinos will start losing money after the release of 21.

Then went plaza sing to grab something to eat before going back home.
Zanyu dopped by my house and watched spiderman2.
But he ended up reading newspapers.

Then we played with my sister and my cousin, who came to stay over.
Had quite a great fun, went crazy trying to set up a disco atmosphere for them with torch lights and trying to teach my cousin how to bike.
Then video-ed them doing the kid's central DWUW-Do what you want.
But too bad they closed the entry for the videos already.

Out with nat and kaixin tomorrow! AH will miss annapoh!

my sis and my cousin

minghwei's silver mirror! I didnt manage to get. I added too much aq ammonia and my test tube boiled ammonia vapour instead!

2008-07-04T09:42:00.000-07:00

I gotta stop being sucha a cry baby!
An incident in the morning left my tearing in the morning.
It was kinda my fault but I feel that I do not deserve that kind of attitude.
I ended up swearing and because i had my ear phones on, I dont really know how loud I was. Haha.

Other than that, my day was alright.
Got back some papers
Got A for maths and C for chem!
I finally didnt get D for chem. Have been a consistent D scorer for chem and it's irritating!

And I got 7/30 for chem mcq. Was rather amused by it.
My guessing skills sucked.

Rushed to RP to watch floorball match.
Congrats Vj floorball girls, for brutally thrashing MI. 11-0
Haha.

Stayed to watch NJ YJ match.
NJ's keeper awed me totally.
Haha

Gotta go sleep already!
BYE

I HATE BUS DRIVERS!

2008-07-02T04:02:00.000-07:00

Happening day today!
A lot of work to do, so gonna blog very quickly!

Had PE!
Played captain's ball, quite fun.

After school, hweepeng, yek, yvonne, renying and I went out cos we decided that our lives' too boring and we wanna spice it out. We went cafe cartel to eat! And walked all around marina square to get manraj and matthew's birthday presents.

I love watson!
I wanna buy so many cool toiltries!

Alright, will blog more.

the very cool dog tags eileen got for me from US! A pal's best friend eh?

my dubai presents! :)mostly from yek!

saw this first thing in the morning. Brightened up my day!

yek being very attentive during GP!

i like :D

yek and yvonne

eating!

our pork ribs!

us at cafe cartel!

yvonne!

guess who's this!

renying, hweepeng and yek!

me washing face!

2008-06-30T01:52:00.000-07:00

Death Cab For Cutie - I Will Follow You Into The Dark

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangcock to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

for you. :)

Very very nice song!
I like :D
I wanted to find just solely the song that will play on my blog without the video.
But I cant freaking find.

So school, from today onwards, gonna be B-O-R-I-N-G!
Like seriously, go school study, come home study, go school study, come home study.
Shall go watch movies with my friends sometimes!

Have darn a lot of tutorials to do.
Like electrolysis.
And maths tutorials gonna go at the speed of light >.<
Am scared!

Gonna start doing my t3A before I do the rest of my work.

OUT

2008-06-29T04:53:00.000-07:00

Out again today! (this kind of lifestyle feels super shiok please!)

Went causeway point with mas and letch!
Missed letch!
Met up with letch first and we went to get her deteorant.
She's like forever getting one whenever she goes cwp.

Then we went library and mas joined us there!
Was too busy talking to letch and didnt realised I borrowed books I read before!
Irritating la, I have read 2 out of 3 books I borrowed.
I wanna go back to the library!

Then went lunch in KFC!!
And bitched about our lives.
And our love lives.
And random people.
And just basically anything under the sun.
I love talking to them la, super fun.
Laughed quite a lot today. :D

Then walked around and went The Body Shop!
We had fun messing around with the make up!
I bet the bodyshop people hate us.
I love the concealer there cos it's so cute!
If you ever run out of beign colour pencil, just replace it with the concealer from bodyshop. It can even be sharpened! Darn cute!

And we tried on shining powder and dusted them all over our forearms.
Met up for a short while only though.
Cos letch wanted to go back and do tutorials that freak! CTs are just over.
And I wanted to jog.

Jogged immediately after I got back home.
Was quite a good run (:
Then ran up my block and did 100pumpings and crunches.
Cos I'm feeling fat and lumpy EW aft not running for a week plus.

Have a lot of reading to do later!
Time mag, sunday times and my books! :)

2008-06-28T05:40:00.000-07:00

SCIENCE CENTRE ADV TODAY! haha.

Zanyu and I visited the science centre today. :D
Quite a major face lift since the last time I went there.
Which I guess, was in primary school.

But the mad scientist is still there, climbing up and down the rope.
It was quite an eye opening experience.
And I was rather amazed by myself cos I understood most of the thing they mentioned under genome section.
Like VTNR, DNA fingerprinting, double helix.
But apparently zanyu was so damn bored at the section, haha.
Oh and we felt old and overaged cus the place was ridiculously filled with kids running around.

The electricity thing is damn awesome!
And the optical illusion thing.
And oh well, most of everything.

I forgot to bring my camera out and felt like killing myself.
So gotta just use my phone camera, and took loads of pictures.
Walked like 3 hours around the centre.

And met Mr Wong! Haha, how coincidental is that.
He was just back from the omnitheatre and we're heading there.
Omnitheatre thing was alright, kinda relieving back pri school memories.
Cos I know I used to love watching shows from the dome like screen.
If only they're turn that place in a simulator thing, wa damn fun!
I feel like going for a roller coaster ride nowww! The ones in Jap disneyland (:

Kinetic garden was cool.
Hung around a bit more before heading home.

PICTURES!

ME ME ME! (when I'm size 0)

his coloured shadow

my coloured shadows (my fave pic so far!)

US!

fat ass me! haha

scrawny legs. quite scary!

this is how we'll look when we grow fat. >.<

<3

the number of people on earth at the time i snapped it.

2008-06-27T09:11:00.001-07:00

Watched Wanted today :D

It was quite an exciting movie and it keeps your body high in adrenaline level.
But I think it's too much violence and blood for my own liking. Haha.
My best movie is still Enchanted!

Oh got my nebo tapz card already and I have the $10 top up, $10 free thing.
Soooo, if you guys feel like shooting hoops or drifting daytona, ask me along too!
Nat, Anna, kaixin, we should so meet up soon la!
Maybe we can go play tekken and try to win the opponents again.

So after that, zanyu and I went to played arcade.
While shooting hoops, my card (in my pocket) accidentally tapped the sensor thing 5 more times so we played hoops 5 times consistantly and omg, I was so damn tired after it ended. But it was quite shiok. A release of stress and unhappiness.

Yes, I'm putting back my tagboard.
I know quite loserish to do that la but I realised it's so much more convenient that way. Like naf didnt need to waste sms to tell me that she changed her blog and stuff like that.

Feeling sleepy, shall go sleep now.

SAD!

2008-06-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

Long absence!

My life these days have been quite frustrating, quite saddening and very boring. :(

For one,
my com crashed, the hard disk to be exact.
There was nothing the (supposedly) quite clever HP person can do
except to tell us that EVERYTHING will be gone.
Like seriously, even the recycle bin I think.

So when I next used the com, which is currently actually
I get this really foreign feeling,
like you're using the com in the school library kinda feeling.
BOO.

I lost ten thousand million things.
Things like my jap trip photos,
ALL my photos (I took hours to arrange them in folders!),
my documents (including t3A!),
daddy's invoice, microsoft2007 (DAMN!) and so many la.

It sucks man.

Okay, for two,
it was my ct2 week this week.
Am happy that it's over but somehow, I don feel very happy or relaxed or relieved.
(come back home still have to do bio e assessment *@&#*@&()

Papers were horrible, as usual.
Chem mcq was a bitch!
I don understand why the teachers have to set it so so hard, seriously i doubt the teachers can finish all 30 questions within 45mins.
If all of them can, have every questions seriously attempted, I'll do something extreme!
I doubt I used my brains at all cos it was so hard to even comprehend, I gave up la.
It's kinda testing more of our guess-the-right-answers skills instead of chem knowledge.

Will blog again, soon.
ANTM now!

Oh yes, happy 2yr anniversary!
:D

2008-06-17T21:53:00.000-07:00

I reckon there is no other place that's noiser than my house currently.

There's a funeral being held downstairs.
My neighbour's renovating the house.
And there's some drainage construction at my block.

I don really know how I managed to squeeze in organisation and control of prokaryotes and eukaryotes but somehow I did. :D Which left me only tutorials to go through after that.

Am please that I am finally done with revision for chem, maths and bio.
I did what I planned to do, which included reading of notes, going through of tutorials and some practices if it is available to me.

:)

Going out later to meet zanyu for a short dinner, and maybe a movie too! Since I'm on schedule. So sick of hanging around either in my room, my living room or the kitchen. So I'm going out whee!

I dread the coming days. ECONS!
I have huge huge issues with econs seriously.
and I have 6 more chaps to cover omg.

BOO

2008-06-16T05:18:00.000-07:00

BOO! Today marks the start of our last week of holidays.
Shit.

I dont feel as though I have taken a real, well deserved break.
Holidays are meant for you to unwind, chill and forget about school right?
But I spent most of it on studying and catching up on school work.
So unexciting please.

Everytime I go out and play, I always have this voice to tell me to hurry home and finish up what my timetable says.
Urgh.
I know, I'm not the only one & I should quit whining.
I guess my real hols start after the last A level paper, which is still months away. :(

Mugged today.
& am gonna mug every single day this week. :(

Anyway I had some random thoughts last night
while I laid in my bed, staring into the darkness.

It's really quite scary to be soo emotionally attached to someone,
when that certain someone has meant so much to you.
& what if, one day, someone or something robs the person away from you?
How are you gonna deal with it?

I think I'll probably spend hours crying and bawling my eyes out.

Probably take days to pack away the stuff that the person has given me
and safely tucked them under my bed.

Probably take months to slowly remove all the pictures from the com and phone and put them in a folder and in a corner where I normally wont see.

& probably years to shelve the happy moments I had with the person to the back of my mind and move on with life.

Too bad that our brains do not have a recycle bin when we can erase memories when they are not needed anymore. And everything is made worse if you're a sentimental person, right?

Ok, i should be going back to doing econs.
Omg, I never ever wanna touch econs after I leave JC.

ANYWAY!!!
My next break would be this SATURDAY!!!
Zanyu's and my 2yrs anniversary!!!
and it's 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5 days away from now! WHEE!
It's gonna be fun, I think. :D

can't wait!

2008-06-14T09:13:00.000-07:00

Ponned NUH session today! Cos eileen wasn't going and zanyu and I kinda just slacked off. :D

Watched Kungfu panda with my mum, sisters and a bunch of little cousins.
I felt so old and mature at the same time when I'm with them.
Kungfu Panda was nice!
It was so damn funny I laughed like an idiot.

Shot hoops with my sister before the movie and I won her HOORAY!
But I lost to her aft the movie. :(

Then went home with weilin, slacked and rested a while at home.
Then gathered stuff and headed to zanyu's house for dinner and soccer match.
Yep, I totally cant believe that I actually went his house for soccer :D

Oh ya! Lame me saw this very cute toy from action city.
A fake bread that looks & feels so damn real.
So I bought and wanted to trick zanyu.
AND AND he almost bite down onto the rubber!
Haha I kinda shrieked a little cos I didnt expect him to eat.
But his confused face was such a classic.
So funny at that moment (:
My boyfriend makes me laugh<3

Dinner with this family was rather awkward :/ Haha
So I just ate quietly.
Soccer match was alright. Spore wasnt performing up to standard I guess.

But watching soccer together was fun!
Overall, it's been a happy but tiring day for me.

the feeling today was... special.

ugly hp socks which I made uglier in an attempt to make it nicer sian!

daddy's gift from us <3

the fake bread that looks so darn real!

Boo

2008-06-12T21:33:00.001-07:00

URGH.

Woke up with really really bad cramps this morning.
What i saw in the mirror was this very pale face.
Freaked, I went back to my bed and slept for 2more hours
and I woke up later, feeling better, but still uncomfortable at the tummy.

It rained suddenly, just when I was getting back to sleep.
:D

Yesterday, my sis and I felt so sick of studying, we decided to go bishan and chill.
Went mos burger to eat and the prawn burger was very nice!
Then we headed to the arcade! (and saw some cheering squad boys from vj)
Shooting hoops and bishi bashi chased all the stress away, I swear.
I couldnt outdo my sis in the hoops. :/ irritating
HAHA.

Then we went walkwalk. And I got an ugly sock for my handphone.
The sock I liked was from nokia and cost 6times more than the price of socks from minitoons.
I had to be sensible right. :(
Gonna try make it nicer but sewing my name on it.

Got my daddy his father's day gift!
An adidas spray! :D
I hope he doesnt break it.

Full day mugging today, again.
Am running out of steam pui.
Shall post pictures another day. Lazy to do it now.

she deserves better.
she deserves a lot better.

and it scares the shit out of me.

2008-06-10T21:47:00.000-07:00

After 2 days of full day mugging, I was quite relieved to be out yesterday the whole day with zanyu.

It was great cos I didnt look at any books or worksheet AT ALL.
Very shiok!

The day started with him coming over my house to filter my econs notes.
He did markings on them so I know which to study indept, and which to just skim through.
Thanks a lot :D

Then had lunch at my house, got ready to go out
and we went The Grand Cathay to catch Sex&the City.
It was alright I guess, but not really my cup of tea when it comes to movie.
Cos I don't really fancy looking at 4women pondering about Love and trying to salvage them.
It's just so... draggy.

But still, my first M18 movie!
(a few sex scenes which look violent and disturbing. :/)

Then went habourfront centre and ate yoshinoya.
Haha, cant believe we travelled That far just to eat yoshi.
Walked around for a bit more before catching 855 back home.
Had a rather good nap on the bus. I dont even know why I'm so tired.
thanks for the secret recipes cakes! My family totally devoured it :D

Then bathed and sat down comfortably on my bed and read my storybook for 2hours.
It was storming outside and it created sucha a good ambiene for book reading.
Particularly the book I was reading cos it's about pyschopaths and murder.
Gross&disturbing.

Good day!

Shall go study org chem before going for my usual jog today.
Zanyu's off at his hockey chalet so I'll be rather alone at night without his usual everyday sms-es.
But gonna get used to it, afterall army's gonna be like that as well!

OOOH, and I got 22/25 for chem e-assignment after the 2nd try!
YAY!

tissue sofa i made, and he modified.

my new heels. simple and nice.

in woodlands regional library

2008-06-08T05:36:00.000-07:00

Panic-attack!

I realised I really Gotta have to get down to mugging 6 to 8hours a day (minus some days which I'm going out for sure) for me to cover my syllabus. I'm almost done with each subjects except econs.

It's so unfair you know, for ct1 econs topics to be included in ct2 too. So we're tested on all 9 topics for econs and omg, I wanna die. I think I'm gna abandone my old style of studying econs (which was to write notes for every single damn thing) and study only the key concepts and some important memorising parts. (gonna pester zanyu to help me filter those un-important parts haha, cos to me, everything looks significant.)

Yesterday was great!

NUH in the morning was alright except that I'm having my usual sinus attack and felt too tired to be enthu.

Then after NUH, zanyu and I trekked all the way to beach road under my mini umbrella to eat chicken cutlet rice there and buy his humongous bag. Apparently, his bag could fit him inside, so I guess, it's rather enormous.

Then debated to go orchard or somerset or cwp. Had a lil argument haha. In the end settled to go cwp and I got my heels there! Whee. Then went to lib and borrowed books which I douubt I can finish. ._.

Ate in yoshi! I got cheated and I felt so sad. Oh we made tissue sofas too! Lazy to upload photos, will do it someother day.

Mugged today.
And I went for a jog cos I felt flabby&fat after not jogging for a week.
Came back home and skipped for 500times with my skipping rope.
Felt damn satisfied with myself after that (:

But I think my calves grew after that, so i Wont Ever skip again.
Did static after that and I felt good after exercising.

MUGGING SESSION :/
starts from now!

2008-06-06T06:31:00.000-07:00

interview workshop yesterday was very good.
The speaker was very engaging and humourous and very confident.
Very nice.

We learnt a lot.
We have learnt how to think on our feet, link random stuff to our strengths and lil tips here and there.
Got to know about image related things also.
Like how to wear to impress te panel and the no-no too.
I have an oval face by the way and short hairstyle for me would be good. (:

Oh no, I hope I didnt displace the notes. ._.

Shopping today with my sister!
It was fun! We walked like 7hours straight and by the end of the day, our feets were killing us.

But bought stuff! Kinda regret not getting the red top haix.

Alright, never do much work this two days! Gotta start mugging from sunday onwards!
It's almost the last two weeks of the holidays. Oh no, serious mugging have to start soon sian.

PICTURES!

new tops we shared to buy (: good to have sucha good shopping partner, of the same size, of the same taste, living under the same roof.

a different style of mine.

me and the vest!

HURT

2008-06-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

Major accomplishment today!

Did many many practices on AP GP :D
Had quite a fun time doing the further practices that were included in our tutorial.

Then I sat down on my sofa and read periodic table for an hour straight.
Awesome! Cos I hardly am able to sit down and study for 1hour straight. At most 45mins. :/ I know, lousy me.

Then I learnt how to cook, from my mum.
Was really very eye opening because I have learnt so many things.
Now, i know the thoery to cooking hotplate beancurd and vegetables.
Practical wise... I'm confident. Haha

Quite a good bonding session (with my mum) too, I must say.
Cooking is troublesome!
My mum washed the wok like ten thousand times, in the process of cooking 3 dishes.
Troublesome.

Then went downstairs with my mum and sister.
Got chicken wings (yum!) and did some errands.
Manraj, you owe me $2.20! (: The notes were freaking thick.

That practically sums up my day today.
Boring but quite meaningful to me.
I can foresee myself cooking dinner whee!

No longer know if what I'm doing is right.
No longer know how to reason with my mind(instead of my heart).
No longer am as happy as before.

WHEE

2008-06-03T01:49:00.001-07:00

Whee, I'm finally productive today.

Sat on my table for an hour plus doing irritating stats and I finished studying photosynthesis! Now the mugging mood has kinda worn away and I feel like lazing the rest of the day away. :x

Random stuff not in chronological manner :D
#1. Had a very satisfying day yesterday. :)

#2. Senior farewell dinner @ pasta de waraku & changing appeitte yesterday night in marina square.

#3. Am never gonna eat pasta there again but I wna dry their curry rice someday :)

#4. Brave me put a container over a bug (that could fly) at midnight so my sister and I could go to bed safely.

#5. The bug didnt die of lack of oxygen the next morning, surprisingly.

#6. Senior talk last night scared the shit out of me. I'm thiiiissss close to deciding my future.

passionate ;

busy!

2008-05-31T04:38:00.000-07:00

busy this two days!

Yesterday!
Zanyu came my house to slack before meeting the rest of my classmates. Mum cooked him nice lunch! He always have nice food when he comes over, lucky pig! Haha. Then it was late lunch with my sec4 friends at the cafe. I was the only girl, again ._.

But it was quite okay. Guys talk is so... interesting. Haha. But I guess I got used to it alr. Good to see them all again and on the way back home today, it suddenly dawned on me that they are going NS next year.

Those people who are quite close to me at a certain time in my life and we had so much fun before (during chalets and outings) are all going NS together! Haha, cannot imagine.

Then, we're off to aristal! It was alllll the way at clementi, so the journey there was rather long. Aristal was alright. I don't really like the seats there though, cos it wasnt inclined enough and I'm not tall enough to look over somebody with HUMONGOUS hair. So yea, was feeling quite irritated throughout the dance concert.

The western dance was quite impressive. And chinese dance guys are cool. Haha. Zanyu and I wanted to have supper but it ended later than we expected so our supper date failed. But he sent me all the way back to khatib. Thanks <3

on the train back home (:

aristal tix!

TODAY
Didnt have enough sleep :(
Nebo amazing race today! Haha, was feeling quite excited and tired at the same time.

Omg, half the world's population was there please. It was like a sea of orange in front of the grand cathay.

Our first stop was botanic garden (spells trouble already!) I hate botanice garden cos amazing race there will never be easy. Trekked from one end to another and have to sketch the leaves of 3 freaking plants which we searched like hell for.

Lousy me was already feeling a bit grumpy and exhausted from all the walking by then haha. Fort canning up next and the task was rather fun. Thanks naf, you did a great job! It wasnt easy :D

It was pouring when we left fort canning and it felt rather nice walking in the rain with umbrella. Took train to bedok bus terminal where we had to performed our self composed song to a audience of more than 3. And wa lao, our audience walked away while we were performing. :( Broke our hearts totally.

Then it was to eastpoint mall and the task was easy. Then pasir ris park and the task was irritating. Got my white shorts dirty at the butt area (nope, I didnt fall, it was the things that we had to do at the station) and I felt so embarrassed. :/

Last station was at white sands and it was easy too. Then went back to downtown east, where our ending point is, and saw half the world back there already. :( Haha, and we were SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN close to getting a free apple ipod lucky draw!

Goody bag was quite impressive. Lots of stuff and useful vouchers. Ate in KFC before going back home. Was too tired to train back to town to support the vjcheers. Sorry!

before the race, all geared up! (sort of :D)

them!

mas and naf!

at the end point!

2008-05-28T00:40:00.000-07:00

Am feeling super restless today.

You know, the "wanna just roll around in bed and be stupid" kinda feeling?
Took super damn long to finish half of chemical bonding.
Gonna start on the second half soon urgh.
Haha, I'm taing a ridiculously loooong break.

Yesterday was fun!
Out with zanyu.

Watched 'what happened in vagas'.
It was a really good comedy and romance movie.

Then off to expo.
Popular sale was so so only.
Didnt really look at storybooks. :(
Got some toy for my sis, stickers and some random stuff.

Food fair was so damn packed with people.
We had to squeezeeeeee our way around, irritating!
Had our 'dinner' there. Haha.

Then went changi airport to rest before taking 858 back home.
thanks for sending me back home!
Was dead tired by the time I reached back home. :/

part of our food.

look what my lil sister drew! and she stuck it all round the house.
*any information on the paper is inaccurate.

2008-05-26T03:25:00.000-07:00

The pyschometric test was quite fun, except for the maths part.

I still cant get over the fact that I screwed up Simple maths, real bad.
132/20= 5! omgg!
Like, there wasnt differentiation, integration, curve drawing, yet I couldnt do.
It was just simple adding, substrating but I kept getting stuck.
Left 8 questions blank and ten other thousand questions were "ti-kam-ed".

I couldn't really comprehend the questions and the questions were word-y to the max.
And I missed my calculator.
Cant bring it in so we had to do maths like in primary school. :/

Went for lunch with eileen after that.
Slept on the bus.
Slept after I reached back home.

Realised that I have not studied at all today.
Timetable says I gotta finish up vector 4 & 5 and functions HA HA HA.

Out tomorrow!
Singapore expo and movieeee!
It's time to unwind!
and think about work, when I have the time.
Oh yes, the Great Singapore Sale! Doubt that I have time (and money) to do some good shopping.

Shall start work at 8pm and mug through the night. Am envious of those not mugging pui :(

and my fastest cube solving time record: 3min 41s. slow, must improve (:

2008-05-25T04:39:00.000-07:00

REFLECTIONS

I was in deep thought during dinner, after seeing my dad stoning into space.

I now understand why our family never go travelling. Why we never owned any PSP or play station. Why my sister and I never go out shopping with more than $100 in our wallet.

Dont misunderstand me, I'm not putting the blame on my parents. I love my parents, they are indispensible in my life. My dad, despite being the sole breadwinner in our family, never ever refuse to give us money whenever we requested. I guess we'll never know how tough it is to be earning money to keep 5 people in the family alive until we actually step into the working world. But I know, it's not as easy as it seems.

That's why I cant wait to start working, so I can earn money to relieve the burden that's on my dad's shoulders.

Sometimes, i see my dad staring into space and I wonder if he's vexing over money matters. He never talks about his problem with us and even assures us that he'll have enought money to last us through university. But I have two sisters after me, it's not that easy right?

I shall be sensible and handle my own finance more carefully.
And make this my motivation to get good grades, make it into a good university and hopefully, have a big fat wallet.

to my retarded but yet loved sister! handle your money wisely too uh.. *erhem.. singapore flyer?

Dont worry, I don think I'll become stingy (I hope not!) but I'll definitely be more sensible with my own finance cos it's time that I grow up.

Am going aristal! zanyu got tickets, haha thanks alot! Love dance concerts!

2008-05-25T03:05:00.000-07:00

Just finished my workout.

Had a great jog today. It was rather impromptu because it just stopped raining and i thought it would be rather humid to run. However, I had the urge to go for a run and the air seemed fresher than normal and I love the smell of the rain.

A policeman smiled at me from inside his car while his colleague was turning round a corner. And it was a big spastic grin, so funny. So I just smiled awkwardly back. Came back home, all weak (cos i havent been jogging for a week!) and sweaty and did half of stages. Burpees, push ups, deadfish and statics.

And my lil sister exercised around me too. She jogged around me, did stretching, arching of back and all sort of funny things. Haha.

Oh yes!

Yesterday night was harmoc concert. Was glad I went! It wasnt as bad as what I have heard lo.

Went NUH in the morning and the three of us, zanyu eileen and I, had a colouring competition which I have won! (HAHA, don care!) After NUH, I went zanyu's house (his parents are home btw) to eat and use his computer for awhile, before bathing and going off to meet eileen.

Eileen and I went to buy flowers for our friends. Sorry yek, I couldnt find orange roses, so I got my fave one instead, YELLOW! haha. Then we went thaipan to eat. Order too much! We couldnt finish our fried rice and medium buttered squid.

Harmoc concert was alright. I love linying's group song please. Rather, I like their costumes. I wanna have their suspenders!

Then home.

Watched 3hours of tv before mugging. :/

Pyschometric test tomorrow! I'm scared of the IQ questions, seriously.

one day after a jog.

my (spastic) sister.

full day

2008-05-22T20:04:00.000-07:00

I haven't been blogging for a week! But it was quite a happening and slackish week.

Skipped bio lecture on tuesday to watch the 3rd and 4th placing for the basketball boys. It was darn exciting. I was so glad that vj won, after a really really good fight. Vj was trailing behind by 10points and I was quite worried. But they fought on during the 2nd half, 3 pointer shots started getting in, and we eventually won them by 2 points. Yay!

Wednesday was half day for us to support VJ and MJ soccer guys finals. Was quite sad that VJ lost. :( Zanyu came to watch as well and we had dinner after that together.

Thursday was supposed to go support VJ and SA hockey girls finals since the school declared halfday. But a lot of my friends arent going, hence I decided to go back home too. Dropped by spotlight and decided on the stuff i wanna get. Am going back today to get it.

Wasnt planning to go school but due to a supposed Very important meeting (and I have to move tables for the psychometric test on monday, I'll feel guilty if I dont help out), I decided to go.

Then the meeting was cancelled! Like wth la.

*decide to remove an entire portion which I have written because I realise it's better not to be blacklisted and stay clear of trouble. And I should still have basic respect.

Ah, whatever. I should go do bio mindmaps now.

tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again, don't make me change my mind.

IM BACK! I did a quiz* and oh my freaking god, it's so true. So so true.

QUIZ RESULTS:
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

ANOTHER ONE! test results:
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
(HEY! what's that SUPPOSED to mean?)

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

2008-05-19T05:41:00.000-07:00

Out today.

Went town with my sister cos she wanted to get a wallet and I could do with some eye feasting.

I window shopped, and she shopped, with my money.
Haha how weird right.
But she gna pay me back luh, when she makes her card tomorrow.

I need a new wardrobe, with new clothes.
I love racerbacks, colourful tops and and good looking clothes.
That are afforable of course.

Didnt buy anything, though I would have loved to.
No money. And I refused to touch my card anymore.
Spent like crazy the past 2 years. :/

Alright, pictures! Of the clothes I tried on. Haha, can get for me if you are feeling rich too!

gna pyscho my sis in treating me to this when she gets her posb card!

@ esprit. Bloody expensive, $69.90

my sister got it at $40! so I guess I get to wear too! but hey, I paid for it though.

nice right? sadly, it cost $42 even after 15% discount so I didnt buy obviously.

Urgh school tomorrow.
Spoiler.

2008-05-18T04:35:00.000-07:00

Ripped if off from my sister's blog.

Cliche but true

1. If you like her, ask her out before its too late

2. when you hug her, put YOUR ARMS around her WAIST and hold her close.

3. when you WALK next to her, get as CLOSE as you can to her.(and dont be afraid to hold her hand in front of ur friends, girls LOVE that!)

4. if she's the only one in your life, TELL HER.

5.ALWAYS let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about her.

6. give her presents and cards for no reason, SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR...ALWAYS. (you don't have to buy us presents-but of course its always a bonus)

7. if she hangs up on you, call her right back.

8. always offer to pay, if she says NO twice,then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!).

9. kiss her lightly every chance you get.

10. look in her eyes and kiss her on the lips, forehead, or nose.

11. if she says she's cold, don't be an idiot and say 'me too and stand there, give her your jacket or just simply hold her in your arms.

12. don't force her to do anything she's not comfortable with.

13. invite her to dinner or somewhere where you can talk, instead of the movies.

14. try not to ask her if she's mad at you EVERY TIME you speak to her.

15. Always tell her you LOVE her only if you really mean it.

16. DON'T pressure her to do anything she isnt READY to do. When she is ready, she will let you know. She just want everything to be more SPECIAL and PERFECT. So appreciate what she does do with you.

17. DON'T' go and tell your friends anything that happens between you two, cause it will hurt her and make her mad...and it will NEVER
happen again.

18. if she walks away from u, chase after her!!!

After 7hours, I'm still not done with my stats tutorial. Haha but I don really care. Gonna go print out my june hols timetable whee!

2008-05-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

Today has been really great. I was feeling all happy and loved throughout the entire day. <3

NUH in the morning. It was alright, reading magazines and playing uno stacko with the patients. Then vj student council came and they helped us entertained our patients. Hence we felt rather bored so we idled around. Saw Hannah! Haha, that blur sotong.

zanyu and me!

Then zanyu and I went marina square with the intention of finding a suitable and afforable wallet for me. Was kinda influenced by eileen cos she got a new wallet and I realised my wallet is ancient! Lasted me for 2years already! Billabong, ripcurl and roxy are getting boring! So I found mine in The Wallet Shop. Thanks zanyu for helping me pick sucha nice one! It's red and classy.

Then went marina square and walked around. I love MUJI! Jap stuff are so cute and classy and such a feast to your eyes please. I love the household stuff there. Haha.

Had to leave early cos I'm going for a steamboat dinner buffet to celebrate my granny's birthday. It was quite alright, with good deserts and okay food. My cousin and I screwed our first soup. We added too much eggs and noodles and it looked horrible.

very unappetising steamboat, with noodles swimming everywhere.

in the toilet with the bestest sister I've got!

On the way back home, I had a lot of thoughts.

I thought of how I am so reliant on my parents.

On my daddy:
to get my technological glitches fixed
to get any insects that happen to land on my studying table rid off
to buy HL milk
to provide me financially
to buy sunday times on sunday
to pick me up from khatib mrt station after netball trainings (yes, I'm a very lazy girl) and so much more.

My mummy:
to buy breakfast for me to bring to school every day
to cook all my meals, wash my dirty clothes
to find the stuff I have misplaced
to take care of my well being
and so much more.

Not forgetting my very very loved weilin and weixuan. We might not be the richest family around (farrrr from that actually.) We might not have a luxurious car to sit in everywhere we go, or a maid to serve us, or the luxury to go travel once school holidays start, but I really love my family.

Those times just lolling around infront of the tv, laughing at stupid people inside the telly (my dad keeps insisting that zhiyang from the 9pm channel 8 show is stupid to always do what xiaorou asked him to. But my whole family just 'whatever' him haha) warms my heart. I really treasure those occasion dinner treats we get during special days and outings we have on public hols.

And not forgetting my boyfriend, a very integral part of my life!
I always get this familiar feeling by merely holding your hands or leaning onto you when I feel sleepy or needed support. We have been through a lot this 1 year plus, almost 2 years. Ha, I realise my mood swings ridicuously and I'm thankful that you have always been very giving to them. <3

And of course all my friends who have been around with me for ages. Like eileen! Who had influenced me quite a lot positively. Esp towards life, volunteering and my overall personality.

and not forgetting my nutties too!

Plenty of thoughts for a journey back home eh.
But it's rare that I think about life and it's worth blogging all of them down.

TECHNOLOGICAL BREAKDOWN DAY

2008-05-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

Today seemed to be like a technological breakdown day for me.

My phone started acting crazy on the way home. It cant read my memory card, undid my theme, wallpaper and ringing tune and kept on switching on and off by itself. I was so irritated by it. I am soooo not gonna get a nokia phone next time. Bad programming.

Then I came back home and I did stages! Haha took me lots of will. Was contemplating to go for a run but was too tempted by my biscuits at home, so I sat down and ate them up! Yay.

Then my GC broke down. I thought it was the programming inside as well cos it acted weird. But my daddy got good batteries and it was working again, abeit a bit weird still :/ I cant imagine if my GC has spoilt.

Chem organic test was horrible! Am feeling quite loserish cos I think I had studied sufficient yet I couldnt answer all the questions. And I had careless mistakes pui!

treat others with sincerity and they will do likewise to you too :)
I must keep that in mind!

I'm loving Take a Bow by rihanna and Your love is a lie by Simple Plan!

2008-05-15T03:59:00.001-07:00

I never seem to be able to finish all my homework. Boo.
Maths tutorial.
Nitrogen compounds tutorial.
Econs tutorial to study cos I've never finished one topic of econs tutorial AT ALL, in my entire life. Which explains my lack of results la.
And get some revision done.

This two days were crazily filled with match support and I'm loving every single part of it. VJC is sucha supportive school when it comes to games seriously. It gets everyone so hyped up and excited.

I was sooooo glad that I went for the basketball match yesterday. VJ boys won RJ boys after a really tight match and I was so damn happy for them. Every minute was so nerve wrecking and heart stopping. Boys just seem to possess the inate ability to jump and run fast eh. So unfair.

Then we had buses to fetch us to jalan besar where we witnessed the victory of our soccer girls. It was a tad boring esp after watching the basketball match. But the penalty shoot out was scary to the max. I didnt dare to watch la.

Then SA missed their last shot(if they put it in, they would have won!) and every victorian cheered! And our girls put the last one in. WHEE!

It's so cool to watch the winning team and be in the winning school. I hope one day VJ netball will work really hard and attain to that level too. :D

Today skipped maths lecture and bio tutorial to watch the volleyball girls finals. Most J2 ponned la. Good fight by our girls. We lost but they fought well. Yuwen is so pro! Haha.

Argh, organic chem test tomorrow pui!

the three balloons floating so lazily in the dark skies.

SA, before the penalty shoot out.

VJ before the penalty shootout.

the rest of the soccer girls.

After the 6th successful penalty shot, after SA missed theirs. Naf and I were like jumping up and down and screaming like crazy!

looook at the number of supporters! It just warms my heart!

YELLOW IS OUR COLOUR. VJC'S THE CHAMPS!

2008-05-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

I'm slowly getting used to leaving school almost immediately after school end. :x there's so much time to study and I've been slacking to my heart's content! Bad habit, must start doing mindmaps for bio and econs!

Today was good. Met zanyu after school and he surprised me with two slices secret recipe chocolate banana cakes! We sneaked into foodcourt to 'borrow' forks from random stalls and ate one of it together. I got to keep the other and bring it home. :D

Went spotlight and omgoodness, I found another scrapebooking paradise! I foresee myself going there soon. And I freaking need a new wallet. My current one has threads running out of places and a huge hole somewhere. And it's 2years old already!

Came back home, did a bit of work and studies chem kinetics. Oh went jogging as well. Haha it was a good run though the air was bad.Yucks, it's tuesday tomorrow.

P.S
I'm feeling better and more loved now. Thanks.

CHEM TEST!

2008-05-11T07:01:00.000-07:00

I have a feeling that I'll die for this friday chem test! I hate kinetics. I will give anything to not do kinetics! And I don feel like studying for it too. Boo.

I need a new cube. One that doesnt get stuck halfway when you turn.

I couldnt bite my tongue forever.

DOWN AND UNDER

2008-05-10T08:50:00.000-07:00

Always giving and not at the receiving end really tire the shit out of me.

I guess this is the first time I feel so down, so not hopeful and so not joy to the world (after hoping for so long). And I think I might take some time to get out of that state.

Mugging session with zanyu today at the airport was unfruitful! But I still managed to get most of my tasks done, though the amount of info that retained in my head is still questionable. :x I finally know how to solve the rubrick cube hip hip hooray. Much thanks to zanyu, who had mastered it by now. I'm so gonna get a functionable cube cos my current one is going to fall apart soon.

Had popeye for lunch and I made a mistake in eating it's chicken fillet. It was so unsatisfying and expensive.

And I feel quite dead for the two tests next week and I have ye to done nitrogen compund tut!
Urgh whatever comes, comes la.

Wouldn't it be nice if the world was cadbury...
Omg, I had lots of fun with hweepeng and minghwei on friday during chem. Laughed so much, and it feels good. :D

Something to share. I saw this on someone's blog and thought that it's so true:

When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL says " I love you ", she means it.
When a GIRL says " I miss you ", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once, and all a GIRL wants is to spend it with the right guy.

A guy who

calls her beautiful instead of hot
calls her back when she hangs up on him
will stay awake just to watch her sleep
kisses her forehead
wants to show her off to the world when she's in her sweats
is constantly reminding her of how much he cares about her & how lucky he is to have her
turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

2008-05-09T08:07:00.001-07:00

A sudden impulse for a change.
A major one.

book marathon

2008-05-08T07:57:00.000-07:00

I'm kinda semi-blind now cos I have just spent close to 5hours (non stop) reading Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper.

Was kinda irritated that I couldnt take my time to absorb and take in the beautiful details the author has written, the short but very meaningful paragraphs almost at every start of each chapter. This was because the book I was reading belongs to my sister's friend and she needed it back real fast. Boo. But it kinda shuang to finish it up in one shot as well.

I love the book and I think Jodi Picoult is an amazing writer (well, at least for that book.)

My sister's keeper brought up many many sensitive issues. It brought up human rights issues, issues on life, debated on the morality of having designer babies to save another life and she made it all the more interesting by adding two major twists. Plots that never crossed my mind at all. It's humourous, touching and thought-provoking at the same time.

It's about a pair of siblings of which one is very sick with an aggressive form of leukemia. And to save this child, their parents decided to genetically modify the embryo such that she will have the exact same genes as her elder sister. Hence, she was conceived to save her sister and was made to put through various treatments without her consent (as people naturally took her as a donor). In the end, she filed a lawsuit against her parents. But the reason behind her action and what became of her was so unexpected! It was so ironic and I cant help feeling that the ending's kinda mocking at the whole situation. I was hooked onto the book.

The book made me glad that i was borned healthy and people around me are healthy and not strickened with nasty diseases.

I'm gonna start reading all her other books as well. Whee.

I have got like ten thousand tutorials not yet completed and 2 tests to study over the weekends and I just feel so urgh.

NETBALL

2008-05-06T06:48:00.000-07:00

warning: LONG ENTRY!

I am so not gonna recover from my cough!

I think it has sink in already, more or less. That our season has officially ended and we have NOTHING to do every day after school. It's just so sudden and totally not expected.

I was surprisingly calm yesterday after the CJ VJ match. Maybe it's because I didnt get to play and thus I dont feel as shitified as how my other team mates do. I felt sad but somehow I refused to let myself sink in any deeper than that. I was still all bubbly and cheerful, but trust me, inside, I'm not half as cheerful as that. But I dont wanna show that I'm brooding over it either.

Team talk today was fun. It felt cosy and warm and like one big family. It was all the tough trainings, fartleks EW and stages that brought us so close. I didnt feel any bond that came close to this last year at all. But I truly love VJC netball 08'.

We were talking about how we can improve our further trainings and they're gonna do nasty intervals, mental training and all sorts of perverse trainings and deep down, I hope that I will be able to join them. Training as a team always make things easier, with the constant motivation and encourgement from people around you.

I miss stages and gym trainings and brainless court plays.

Netball has been sucha HUGGGGEEEE part of my life and taking it away from me just depresses me. I may complain and whine a lot about trainings but I realise, I do look forward to trainings. I'm already starting to miss netball boo.

There's no use blaming any one about the loss. We all know right from the start that everyone was needed on the team. It's everyone's fault for not pointing out the cause earlier enough and letting it continue. But on a happier note, I think I grew stronger physically (but no so much mentally) throughout these two years. It gave me friendships which I treasure very much now.

I feel like trying out a solo game, like squash or tennis or badminton cos I've been in a team sports for most of my life. But I'm so glad that I chose to pick up netball. It's impact on me is so great, I really cant find the right words to describe it.

It was through it that I forged such wonderful ties with nat, anna, kaixin, jody in anderson sec, and obviously, my current team now.

But I guess the greatest regret I have now is not making a mark in netball. I have been playing netball for close to 5 years plus and not once have I attained great achievements. I dont know if the problem lies in me or the situation I am placed under but well, I'm not Too bothered by it. Just, disappointed and a bit sad.

But still I really wanna thank all those who made an effort to come down and watch the crucial match. You guys really touched me. (: CJ deserved to win, they were more stable as a team than us. But I'm sure Ms Teoh will make VJ netball come back stronger next year.

Not sure if I'm gonna go into netball anymore. Maybe a switch is good. Like hiphop or something. And I so have to exercise to keep my weight in check.

Omg, what am i supposed to do after school everyday?

a strong front,
a emotion turmoil beneath.

SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME

2008-05-03T21:52:00.000-07:00

Whenever I think of tomorrow's match, I can feel the adrenaline pumping through my blood. But whenever I think of the outcome, I feel butterflies in the my tummy and it makes me wanna shrink back into my shell. Ah, never have that feeling before. :x

Tomorrow!

I'm getting better! Slight flu and cough left and I predict that it'll be gone by tomorrow haha! I'm better at taking care of myself now. I avoided all evil food and even brought along my sweater everywhere I go, fearing that I will catch a cold. I even left my HL strawberry milk out to make it less cold before I drink. Haha you get the point.

A very productive morning for me today. I had 987fm top 20 countdown to accompany me. I finished up studying chem kinetics already and am going to start on planes2 soon.

Yesterday was fun! Met zanyu and we went marina square to walk around (and kinda waste our afternoon away.) Diva sale! I managed to buy the necklace I've been wanting to buy for 75% off. Imagine how happy I was :D I love muji! But the stuff there are so expensive. Hai. Went face shop to get nail strengthener too.

I was sucha a glutton yesterday. I kept wanting to eat and i ate damn a lot. Dance concert was a blast, though I had a bit of an overdose of dance. I think of my biggest regrets is not picking up dance since young. It's great to know how to dance but I'm a bit old for that now.

4stars lagged.

it held.
because we needed each other, right?

SHIT

2008-05-02T20:43:00.000-07:00

I don't know whether it's the nationals or it's just myself that I'm not getting anything done. I always have enough energy to carry myself to the front of my tv and sit down and watch but just no energy (and obviously motivation) to bring myself to my homework.

But decided to do something productive. Did chemical kinetics (bloody hell, it's irritating man!) and now am away from it to take a short break. I hope I can get most of it done by today. I'm lucky that our chem review test is pushed back a week so I have one more weekend to study. I should start studying for it now.

Game yesterday wasnt great. We were lucky that we won, by a small margin. It's so unstable and unpredictable, it scares me. Like what Ning said, netball is such a team game, it really is scary sometimes. Once somebody gets off form, it's difficult to make the flow smooth. I think volleyball is a very team game too.

Monday! :x

And I'm sick. Like really sick. I used up a boxful of kleenex already and am starting on my second box. And I'm coughing too. Urgh, at least my sorethroat is gone.

Dance concert later whee! I heard the tickets were completely sold out and we have to go really early to get good seats. I want sit lower gallery man!

Okay I better get back to chem kinetics! And maybe do some blog hopping as well :D

sorethroat

2008-05-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

I havent been studying for days omg! I need to start studying again.
Game tomorrow, I should go sleep now. :x

maybe we should get away from each other.

SPORTS DAY

2008-04-30T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today was quite a happening day (and a very slack one too yay!)

Went school as per normal and attended the council investiture. It was alright I guess but I slept once the people gave their speeches. It was so automatic you know. I just started nodding off. Haha.

PE next and then GP! We finished A truman's show and it was sucha nice movie! Haha I really enjoyed myself immensely. Then after that it was thai pan time with my classmates! I missed the buttered squid there. Ordered dishes and had a very happy meal.

Then it was sportsday! Ran 4x100m for netball but we came in fourth! Urgh, amost! I'm sorry if I ran too slowly but I felt too heavy to ran my best! Cheerleading was entertaining but quite grossed at some parts though. :x Shant elaborate here.

YAY draco came in second this year! From last to 2nd. WHEEEE! So happy! We mass danced and I got so high. I love neutron dance. :D

We had training after sportsday (omg!) and we had to do a really fast 2.4km run. I ran my bestest and came in 10seconds faster than my personal best but still over 12mins! I'm so sad, I want to do it under 12mins! Then did ball handling and we were done.

Shiat, i have a slight sorethroat boo!

Anyway, I'm suddenly just soooo tired of citylife. Everything around me just seemed so loud and noisy out of a sudden. I long to disappear from all my friends and family, go somewhere quieter and stay there for awhile.

Wouldnt it be nice if you can just fly to new zealand and be a cow herder for an example. Just lie on the green luscious juicy grass and watch the cows munching on them. Breathe the much cleaner air and feel the not so hot sun touch your skin.

Life sounds good, doesnt it?
I'm so tired of keeping up with Life in spore. It's wearing me out, slowly.

ANYWAY PICTURES!

look at yuxuan's legs, they looked funny!

me preparing to carry xuan!

WHEE, I'm strong!

A break tomorrow, finally.

2008-04-26T21:37:00.000-07:00

Whee, after 3 tries at the chem e-assessment, I finally got 14/15. Good enough for me already but I did a 4th time to see if I could get 15/15. Haha, I got 10/15 instead and I wad like, "whatever la."

Yesterday was okay. Training ended rather early, at 9.50am or so. But then it started really early at 7.30am. We did normal court warm up and played games to improve our flow down the court. My PE shirt was so heavy with rain and sweat after training.

Since training ended early, Naf and I dropped by borders and boarders gift and cards section was sucha paradise to me. But the stuff there were to pricey. I love the cards there cos they're so funky and funny.

Then I went back home and bathed and met zanyu. Was supposed to study, but heck, we didnt. Haha, anyway there is always sunday to mug. We went out for dinner and very impromptuly went to catch The Forbidden Kingdom.

I didnt think that it is an English movie! So I found it pretty weird to see many non chinese movie goers there. But I really like the movie though the fighting moves got boring after a while cus I have seen so many jacky chan and jet li's films the moves just seemed the same all the time.

But I really like the idea of bringing the chinese celestial legend to the non chinese people. Now they all know about sun wukong, the Jade army, the peach banquet and all the different types of martial arts. And it's so contrasting that the seeker is actually an angmo.

Alright, I gotta mug today!

the bday I did in school for my mummy!
(front)

(back) I totally mutilated eileen's zooland biscuit packaging!

YEK and me! (I think both of us had bad hair day ):)

naf and my stilouettes.

What do they mean by ODOUR? I love banana! and anything that is banan-ish!

And I'm so addicted to I'm Yours by Jason Mraz!

Every step that I take, is a mistake to you.

PMS

2008-04-25T06:58:00.000-07:00

I'm pms-ing. URGH.

There's so many things I want to rant about. Like

1. How my com is loading so slowly, I feel like I'm wasting my life away.
2. My printer cant freaking print properly!
3. I'm overspending like crazy. I need to eat grass in the weekends already.
4. I'm oversmsing like crazy. And I have 1000 free smses. :/

Anyway Happy Birthday Eileen and Nafisah! Happy sweet 18 (:

I'm supposed to be studying, but I just cant bring myself to my homework. Anyway, I think I'm gonna go study with zany tomorrow, so I can slack today! I havent done my chem e-assessment as well!

And I have training at 7.30am tomorrow! Omg, so early! Tp match next monday at 4.15pm at kallang! Please come down and support if you can okay! We really have to do well and win all the rest of the matches. I'm quite scared actually. :/ But as long as I gave my best, I'll have nothing to regret about.

Bio Spa today was okay! Yay last spa of my entire life (hopefully) and it went well cos I had help from my friend. Thanks siew hwee. We did QA for chem spa and it was fun! Kinda bring back nice sec4 memories when we all hated QA cos our papers will come back with so many ugly red crosses.

Clumsy Minghwei spilt a whole lot of silver nitrate and some got onto my shoes, legs and fingers and it cant be removed. ):

Training today was okay. Attendance was quite bad considering that it was supposed to be a season training.

Went national cross country on wednesday! Well done VJ crossers for doing our school proud by coming in second for both guys and girls! Saw many friends there and sent good luck to ananda and joel. Haha cross guys are quite hot :D

Went jogging with zanyu on thursday and then he came my house for dinner and ate so much, that pig! Haha. But I had fun still!

Alright, will update with photos again in the weekends!

losing the steam

2008-04-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

I can feel myself losing the steam. I'm not as hardworking and as driven as I was last time. I'm not sure is it because of the (omg so damn near) season, or just because I don't feel like studying. Feeling quite worried about it cos my grades arent up to standard yet and I cant afford to slide down any further.

Anyway woke up at bloody 5.40am on a saturday morning! Rushed and went down for training in kallang. Warmed up and did court play. It was rather tiring, and I don even know why since training wasnt very long and very tough. Might be the very few breaks we have. :/

I'm so scared and excited at the same time! I hope I wont disappoint myself :x And I really do hope that my friends will be able to make it down for some matches to show support!

Went for brunch with some of my team mates after that. Then went back home. Bathed and slept immediately, with a wet head. Yucks.

Then waited for zanyu to be done with his hockey lunch before meeting him. I'm soooo happy to see him, missed him so much. (: He was esp nice to me today, and I don know why. *narrow eyes.

We went walk walk in bishan j8 and bought stuff which I had to buy. We sat in the coffee bean, bought cake and coffee and slacked. He treated me to dinner too and sent me back home! haha thanks boy!

1 year and 10 month coming soon! On the day we'll be having match with HCI :/ Haha.

Okay, i'll study tomorrow. :D

2008-04-18T02:58:00.000-07:00

I can smell my mummy's curry from my computer room. (: Can't wait for dinner!

This week has been so busy with preparation for our upcoming season that I didnt have the time or energy to do things that's productive. Not even homework! I've left some studying idling and some of them shelved away. Am tired now. :(

Training has been good. Been doing lots of courtplay and hopefully, it'll help during the games. I'm feeling rather excited about this year season cos I felt that our team's good. Not the best yet, but definitely stronger than last year. I love my team mates, really!

Presenting to you, my dearest team mates!

I forgot to bring my econs lecture notes so I did something constructive while trying to pay attention!

Thinking back, I didnt really feel The Bond when I played in the season last year. And so many things (that shouldnt have) took place and it made the nationals so screwed for us. :/

Anyway, the matches that we're gonna play are
HCI (21st April)
TPJC (28th April)
SRJC (2nd May)
CJC (5th May)

All Matches at Kallang Netball Centre, Court 3. All at 320pm EXCEPT 28th's match is at 440pm.

Do come down and support us alright, we'll do a lot better with your support, really!

School's fine! Time passed really quickly. A really good run by shirleen, andrea, hannah and eirene for the CCA combined relay. We got second! And it gave most of the people a shock since netball hasn't been known for getting achievements whatever. I'm like so damn stressed for 4x100m can!

Went out with naf today to get red hair ties for our team mates. Haha, then she spent sucha long time to debate whether to go for music fest not. Talking about music fest, I cant believe I'm not going this year! (partly cos I couldnt get tickets and I don't really wanna go very badly.) Music fest last year was so amazing and I bet this year's one gonna rock too. :(

Training tomorrow, 7.30am at kallang! Need wake up so early groans*

the furries I got from the paws booth.

renying's sheep acting stone, and my lion acting cute :x

I feel like sleeping.

Anyway, so many people around me, my loved ones, seem to be feeling disappointment of some sort and it's making me feel sad to see them so upset. Cheer up okay, and get over it fast, and smile again!

BOO

2008-04-13T04:07:00.001-07:00

I cut my hair, changed my parting and suck in it. Boo.
And I'm soooo tired after ONE whole day of mugging on frgging recession and booms. But I do know a lot more on that topics already (:

I donknow how I'm gonna tie my hair for trng. URGH!

2008-04-12T09:07:00.000-07:00

Tired to the max.

Am watching and blogging at the same time. Jacky wu show has invited all the girls with really good figure (read: big boobs) and it's so crappy la.

Anyway my day was tired but good. Went NUH in the morning and it took so much will to pull myself out of my bed, into the bathroom and out of my house cus I was feeling rather oozy.

NUH was alright. Had some child patients in the ward, so we accompanied them to colour and play toys with them. I was so bad at jenga! I lost all the time when I played with zanyu pui!

Then zanyu and I went Vivocity to walk around. We went to the pet shop hannah mentioned and omg, the dogs there are soooo cute. I want a toy poodie too! It looks so cute and cuddly.

Went walk walk. I love the diva necklace and i'm regretting so much for not getting it last thursday HAIX! I hardly fall in love with accessories one!

Then met up with renying and we went to meet the rest at seoul garden in marina square to celebrate chunkiat's and jin ning's birthday. Haha it was freaking expensive, like $29 but it was quite fun. I sat with yuxuan, hweehwee, renying and manraj. The chickens are nice! Ate till I felt so bloated and FAT!

Then my contact lenses gave me problem and I left soon after dinner and reached home at 11pm. Gonna go cut hair tomorrow and mug!

:D

something I got for zanyu, to wish him luck for his upcoming nationals.

the bday card i did for chunkiat in behalf of my class. Haha I think I have quite a bit of talent in mutilating magazines and putting them together! My magazines look really pathetic now la. torn and tattered.

the banana I got for zanyu on thursday!

zanyu edited this pic of me in his phone and sent it to me. :/ I look spastic.

the nice white shorts I tried on in pull&bear but din get ):

renying, yuxuan, siewhwee and me!

Sorry siewhwee!

Accept disappointment but never lose Hope.

2008-04-11T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hello people! I just got back from training and I'm still in my stinky uniform, waiting for my dinner to be heated up.

This whole week was rather hectic for me cus I reached back home on an average of 9pm every single day (the horror!). Training this week was rather productive. Physical on monday and tuesday and court play on wed and fri.

Our set pieces today worked quite well, though it can be improved on! Oh yeah, release of PW results today! Congrats to all those who got A. Quite disappointed to get a B, one of the 6 (or 7) people in my class who got B. The rest got As. Haha, my class is freaky I tell you.

But thankfully I didnt break down or what, which I would have done back in secondary school days. Just gonna work harder for my other subjects I guess.

Oh yesterday I trekked all the way down to delta to watch zanyu (and his team) play against ACJC. Haha hockey is sucha difficult game and why the hell is the pitch so freaking big. Didnt really understand the game but was glad that they won against ACJC. :D Oh and I got a banana for zanyu! Good defending there btw (:

Waited super super long for everything to end and then went CCk to eat. Oh I finished all my work during the waiting time btw! Imagine how long I have waited!

Weekend gonna be quite crazy for me. NUH in the morning, out with zanyu in the noon and dinner at night with my friends. And I have a disgusting Econs lecture test which I want to score well in. I'm just sick of getting lousy scores for Econs. I wanna go for remedials and anybody free to give me tuition? I need help!

And I have no time to cut my hair wth.

So gonna spend the ENTIRE of sunday to study Recession and Booms. Im so sorry nat for agreeing to go gym with you on Sunday and then backing out so last minute! I'm sucha bad friend :x

HUNGRYYYY!
Pictures soon!

SHAGGED

2008-04-09T05:39:00.000-07:00

When you are feeling blue, and everything seemed so wrong to you, BE STRONG. The best way out is always through.

Saw this on somebody's blog and I thought it was really cool. Stay strong people, esp those struggling with life (homework, relationships, friendships or etc.)

Decided to go PE today, despite the blue slip I've got, cus it's been a long long time since I played sports with my classmates and I kinda missed it. Haha, never regret going too!
'

Conditioning sucks man. Did only one set of crunches and sit ups, 3 sets of steps and 4rounds around the field. I slacked :/ But since I had gym yesterday already, I reckoned that I can slack a little bit la.

Basketball was fun! It's so tiring omg. You just gotta keep sprinting and sprinting, unlike netball, where you just have to keep to your own area. And since I decided to go PE spontaneously, I brought only 1 PE shirt.

So I reused my PE shirt for training so yucky I know! Haha.

Alright! I gotta go do some work already cus I'm going down to watch zanyu's friendly against AC tomorrow.

And I cant see anybody when he's with me.

IN SCHOOL

2008-04-06T23:00:00.000-07:00

Econs lecture ended 15 minutes earlier, so here I am in the library's computer lab blogging after i finished voting for the presidential candidates.

School was fine today. I love monday's timetable cus before I know, school's over. But I have training in about 2hours time. I hope we're gonna train on the track at the D area again. In this way, we get to watch the soccer match too!

Just checked my academic results and I just got to know that I missed C for both Chem and Bio for 1 freaking mark. This.Is.So.Irritating!

I ought to be studying now. :/

BYE!!

WHEE

2008-04-06T01:57:00.000-07:00

Have been doing Econs for the past hour and so and I decided that I needed a break now.

Actually Econs is quite fun if you know the answers to the questions. :/ So I had fun studying my tutorials. Unfortunately, I have never seem to find time to complete any piece of econs tutorial this year (and half of last year actually) and I'm starting to get worried. My econs grades are forever at the E range and I reckon I gotta buck up a lil more. Maybe I'll start attending econs remedials :D

Yesterday was great. Met up with eileen, mas and letch. Havent seen letch for ages and she still looks the same. Maybe nerdier and more stressful and definitely with much shorter hair now. I ate zinger rah! I shouldnt be eating fried unhealthy food!

Anyway passed letch's her teddy and went looking for mas's present. We got her a brillant present which helps her decide stuff. (: Oh eileen, I have the other half of her present in my closet by the way!

Then we went play pool after letch went home. Eileen and I taught mas how to pool! I missed playing pool. Zanyu came and look for us after his training. He played pool too.

Went amk to walk a bit more, bought really cute stickers and we decided to seek permission from my parents if he could watch a soccer match at my house (cos his house doesnt have cable HAHAHA!). My dad was surprisingly cool about it and said yes. So had dinner in khatib.

My dad and him kept speaking in soccer language. :/ I just finished up eileen's bday gift and cheered when arsenal scored 1 goal.

Sorry nat, I chose to sleep in instead of going for a run with you this morning. Haha, maybe I should have went for the run instead, esp since season is so menacingly near.

And my defending techniques is still bothering me. i dont wanna drag the team down.

BEDOK CLUB

2008-04-04T10:05:00.000-07:00

BLEARGH.

Today started off alright. Normal lessons and then right after chem spa, I rushed off to the PE dept and had the team talk regarding the draw. But before that, we talked about our team's strengths and weaknesses, the other junior colleges and then finally our draw.

Our draw isnt too bad. Is going against HCI, TPJC, SRJC and CJC. CJC match gonna be quite tight I think.

Then went off with eileen, mas and hannah to shop for letch's gift. I hope she likes it! Then hannah and I ate dinner before rushing off to the bus stop where everyone will meet.

PLaying against Bedok Club.

Warmed up and stuff.

In the middle of second quarter, I got sent off court till after 5 goals cus apparently, my defending techniques were incorrect and I was causing contact. Omg, it was so damn humiliating, not to mention depressing and demoralising. It sucked to see my team playing handicapped.

I donknow. I was just in this emotion mess but I did try my best to put aside all these thoughts and went back into the game, hopefully stronger and with more caution. I guess ultimately I was abit unfocused cus of what happened.

But thinking of it, I was rather glad that I was sent off court Now instead of committing the mistakes during season. I don't really blame anyone (though I'm feeling pissed off by my WA, still), except myself. Maybe it's because I lack the experience of being a defender cus afterall, I was an attacker since sec1 to J1.

But it's okay. I'm gonna get over it, learn the correct techniques from eirene and jasmine and hopefully go back, stronger and better to play with them again.

I learnt something valuable today. (:

No training tomrrow yahoo! Can sleep in and rest!

2008-04-03T04:51:00.000-07:00

WHEE, I finally found a good website to download themes! Everyone should try mobile9. But the disappointing thing was that there wasnt a single powerpuff girls theme available. So I got pucca ones instead. It's cute, abeit a lil bimbotic cus it's all pink and flowery.

But phone memory is puny man! I had to delete so many of my things in order to apply the theme.

No training today. Managed to get back home at 2.30pm HOORAY! But I have a match tomorrow night and saturday morning. Team talk tomorrow regarding the draw and I really hope chances are good for us this year!

I'm off for dinner!

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!

2008-04-02T05:01:00.000-07:00

APRIL'S FOOL DAY was darn hilarious in VJC. Haha, I had so much fun.

The day started with ridiculous morning announcement which includes things like
#1 An increased number of Victorians having colon dieases which leads to constipation and the PE dept teachers are selling fruits at discounted price for a week.

#2 Urine donation drive at beside second storey toilets.

#3 A lemonade stand standing right next to it.

#4 Changing of our lightning risk alarm to a catchier tune- the chicken dance and they actually roped in help from strings, Chinese orchestra, Harmoc and Band. Siao one lo.

Our canteen was in a freaking huge mess and farting sounds could be heard everyone. Keep hearing stories about teachers being tricked. Like this teacher who got tricked by a class that Mas Selamat was caught and she hurried off to have it checked on the internet. :/

Was fun! Training was alright. Did area defence. Somehow, I prefer Man to Man. Was feeling really exhuasted after that.

I skipped gym training today cus I lent my sports bra to sotong therese and I had PSC scholarship talk. After the talk was done, my team mates were almost done with gym already.

ALRIGHT PICTURES! Need to go already!

hwee peng and me!

money toilet paper my friend got from new york, i think.

urine donation drive

our urine donation drive and lemonade stand side by side.

Our canteen. With a tent and random big umbrellas and mats.

we didnt go around doing this, cos the lecturer got really angry at us. Pui.

HAPPY DAY

2008-03-29T07:02:00.001-07:00

It's a happy day today! (:

Woke up at 6.3oam (groans), changed and all and headed to MJ with hannah. She wasn't late yay! Changed in MJ into jersey. Ahaha, I feel shy wearing that in public, it just feels super weird.

MJ match was good because it was a game which I enjoyed playing and could actually feel the team spirit. I went for interceptions(or maybe because my attacker was shorter than me, so easier to defend la.) and managed to get a few. (: I need to build up my stamina, it wouldnt last me for 2 quarters 15mins straight. :/

Umpiring sucks though. Oh and the sun was so bright and it felt so humid. I was sweating and dripping even after I changed. Was feeling so icky and disgusting. I hope my skin doesnt peel.

Two of our players injured their ankles! Recover fast alright! We need you guys on the team!

Bathed and went out again to meet zanyu who finished his pitch training. Went Plaze Sing to get stuff first before taking the train to Marina Square and watched Horton for free. He had two free movie tickets whee!

Horton was so funny and cute! Wanted to get the pen which comes with the horton popcorn combo but we didnt get that in the end pui.

I was having a really throbbing headache after the movie and it hurt so bad that I couldnt eat my dinner properly in Han's. Didnt had the appetite and ate half the portion. Obviously, the rest was finished by zanyu the gluton. (: Haha. Couldnt take it and I popped in a panadol. I think I lack sleep and rest.

Went back home after that. I feel so happy today, despite the irritating headache. I miss zanyu! We're all so damn busy preparing for our seasons. :( And I feel very happy seeing him. Haha.

Alright, I shall end this post with a quiz which I feel like doing and after that I'm OFF TO SLEEP! Whoo hoo. I gotta finish all my homework tomorrow omg.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
I think the most ideal age will be 25 or 26.

2. What do i want the most now?
to sleep! and to spend more time with zanyu. and to meet up with my friends. Omg a lot la!

3. Who are the people you trust most?
zanyu, eileen, minghwei, weilin.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
it depends. Zero when it comes to Econs.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
To live a life that will be free from regrets and filled with satisfaction, contentment and happiness. Still finding the way to achieve that.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Duh, isnt that how's rainbow is formed?

7. What are you afraid to lose most now?
my loved ones. I hate being left behind.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes.

9. If you meet someone whom you love, would you confess to him/her?
haha, I dont think so. I very humji one. I will probably wait till the person confesses to me.

10. What/Who do you love most?
my family, friends and boyfriend.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
surprises, trust, humour, understanding and LOVE!

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Double faced hypocrites.

13. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
Definitely for those closer ones. (: The rest I'll try to make an effort tho.

14. Who was the last person you called, & called you the last?
Zanyu to ask if his training has ended.
My dad called to ask if I wanted curry puff from tip top. Haha so lame right.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
being happy and cheerful and bouncy. And to find your own identity and character.

16. Do you find it a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Not a need. But good to have one, if you can balance out your life well enough.

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in comfort zone or try something new?
Comfort zone. I wanna rest and be all comfortable and just stone and be stupid. Haha, really la, I'm damn tired (and very burnt omg) now.

18. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
Someone they can rely on in times of help. Someone who they can trust to open up their shells and share things with. Someone who they feel comfortable confiding their problems with. A very good friend.

19. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Speaking without thinking, self centred-ness and the tendency to blame others instead of myself when things go wrong. Do whack me hard if I ever do that alright.

20. If you are feeling low one day, who will you go to?
Probably zanyu or eileen lo. But then again, I think I will just stay at home and emo cus I will want to be alone.

My bed's calling me! Aha.

BOO

2008-03-28T05:18:00.000-07:00

I could have reached back home at 3pm!

But I decided to join Taboo, organised by House Com and waited for 2hours plus. In the end we played for 2 mins plus before our turn is up and we got kicked out. Blearge, waste my time. It's more fun playing as a class!

I'm supposed to study! But I'm slacking online. Ah, match tomorrow against MJ and surprisingly, I'm looking forward to it though I know nobody in MJ netball. Haha, it's the first time ever I look forward for a friendly.

Our team bags look hot by the way.

Alright, I'm off.
I hope I have got time to watch Dicey Business later!

2008-03-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

ANOTHER WEEK is almost coming to an end. Time is passing really fast eh? It's kinda freaking me out.

I got back all my results already and I really cant say that I'm please with them. Though I think I scored fairly all right, it just seemed more inferior compared to my friends who seemed to be getting mostly A, B and C grades.

My grades are like ACDDE. Improved in GP and maths from promo! But bio and econs were sucky. I dont understand Econs! And I can so envision myself struggling with Recession and Boom omg!

Was feeling quite upset when I got back my econs paper cus I'm one of the bottom few though I passed econs paper and got an E. It felt as though it's just not enough and I could have done a lot better.

I think it's my attitude towards CT1. It wasnt right and I knew it right from the start, yet I didnt correct myself. :/ So it leads me on to not studying hard enough and doing the papers properly.

I've learnt from my mistakes and I hope I can do better for my next examination. Common test 1 wasn't difficult at all, yet my grades are so average. Haiya, I'm sick of being typical at everything.

Gym training today was short. I went back home when the sky was still bright! Whee. I reached back home at 5.30pm, rested and finished up my sampling methods tutorial which was so annoying please!

Read a bit of maths after that.
AND OMG! I put on weight, the horror!

and I love my vj netball team (:

Our jersey. :/ the colours so do not match please.

TEAM BAG!

I've changed so much and my character had flawed so much. I'm gonna change!
I need lots of motivation and drive. :/

PROCRASTINATION

2008-03-23T03:22:00.000-07:00

Whee, procrastination is so addictive oh man!

I so totally expected myself to busy myself with work today, going through my screwed up bio papers a second time cus i didnt understand the first time I went through. And and prolly finishing up group7 elements tutorial too and do carbonyl notes.

HAHAHAHA.

I just finished up hydroxyl tutorial and enrichment papers and got myself totally immersed in a book. I'm so gonna finish it tonight. Prolly study group7 elements and attempt the questions if I have the time.

Big breakfast today while watching Dicey business was awesome. I miss being at home. It's those days when you just feel like oozing around in bed, not shifting a single muscle and just keep staring at the ceiling to contentment. (:

Life's good like that.

Kaixin! You didnt send me the pic you look the shuai-est in la!

Yucks, there's school tomorrow. Seriously, I cant wait when jc is finally overrr.

2008-03-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS A BLAST!!!!

Match in the morning was good. We won st jospeh convent. Missed passes and not going all out was my mistakes today. ): gonna try minimize it. Bathed in school and went novena to meet up with my netball nutties, which I missed so damn much!

Anna was 45mins late. :/ Tsk. We went square2 and veloicty.

Went Han's to eat lunch. The food was quite reasonably price with so many side dishes with the main course. I couldnt resist the temptation to get it's peach tart. It tasted so good.

Then we sat and talked for hours. It's this feeling I cant find easily. Just getting together, sitting down and talking for ages. We could really go On and On and never run out of topics. We went on from Edison Chen's sex scandals to that China-Tibet issues and to netball.

Finally decided to leave and went walk walk. Both nat and I liked this adidas wallet but it has only one piece left and I preferred the cream colour, so she got the black one. Damn, but the wallet is nice and it's hard to find a reasonably priced nice wallet nowadays.

Walked around. I saw this really cute hello kitty pencil case! :/ Went in mph bookstore and spent quite a long time browsing through books and magazines. New books look so nice! There's so many books I would love to get. If I get rich one day, I'll buy all the books I wanted to get when I was in my teens. (:

Walked around and went ajisen for dinner. Sat and talk somemore. Feels so good to just sit down and talk and laugh at silly goofy things. Then we went arcade to play!
Tekken6 was fun! We each took some buttons and josstick and defeated opponents together. We cheered when we managed to win the other, and boo-ed at the characters that died.

Before I even know, it was almost 10 already. Camwhored before taking the train back. We looked damn spastic please! Thankgod there wasnt many people around! Had so much fun laughing at ourselves!

<3

US!

candid

ANNA is squashing my face, that evil girl.

DON MESS WITH US! we know kungfu! (inspired by the short kungfu dunk movie we watched outside poh kim!)

I'm too lazy to put captions already!

My fave photo! Acting cool, and after NG-ing for the millionth time, we finally got one decent one!

I LOVE MY FRIENDS + bighead jodyang! <3
I miss anderson. I miss training with them. Training without them just feels different. :(

Cheer up baby. Everything's gonna be alright (:

2008-03-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st anniversary on 21032008 on good friday!
But we didnt really do anything special so it felt rather normal actually.
What a pity.

Friendly tomorrow morning. Super early please. Need to go school normal time. ):

I cant believe I felt bored and sick of it.
I'm tired of giving.

RANDOM SHOTS:

That lonely stretch of road I took on thursday morning.

That enormous icecream (in a goldfish bowl, so cute right!) during JTS.

Say hi to elmo! I stuck the floaty balloon (apparently not floaty anymore!) onto my cupboard.

TIRED

2008-03-20T00:42:00.000-07:00

FULL DAY TODAY!

This week was very slack for victorians! Yay, I'm happy! Alright, quite a lot of things happened this week, despite being it being slack.

Got back results for my horrible common test 1. I'm glad that I've got an A! For maths, though the A wasnt a very high A. Doing papers were effective, cos I dont remember studying much of maths. D for chem and D for biology. So yucks. I had so many stupid mistakes for chem. Free radical ADDITION! I couldnt believe that I wrote that acually.

Arts day yesterday was okay.
Went for salsa class. I was tired after the class man! We had to keep switching partners and it was quite awkward dancing with the boys and downright scary to be dancing with the teacher. She pushes her dance partner around! *shudders.

987 came to our school! For the school invasion tour WHEEEEE! I was so damn hyped up la. Ros and Shan came. I was hoping that the muttons or daniel and MRyoung came but it's okay! They brought with them a local band called caracal and westgrand boulevard! Haha most of us stood up and jumped around. Some moshing took place, which I felt was very unneccessary since the atmosphere wasnt That high.

Then gym training after that. After that, sneaked into yek!'s hostel place and slacked down there till JTS. Hostel is cool! A super ideal place to mug, better than the lib. (: Haha, thanks yek!

JTS was okay. It was fun among the juniors and the seniors cus we sat separately. Went breeks and the food was so damn good. I love my Bahamas drink!!! Gonna go get it another time! I hope our juniors pay us back lei, cus I'm damn broke now. Sorry yek!!! :(

Reached back at 11 plus. Bathed and slept immediately.

Training today despite a full day, and most of the victorian population were sleeping so comfortably at home. *&#*&!#*(! Woke up at 6am. Haix. Train-ed and then pumped ball and I realise, training this week is 5times a week, including a friendly this coming sat! Naf sprained her ankle. ): I hope she recovers soon enough!

Okay, going off to sleep now!

2008-03-15T22:29:00.000-07:00

WHEEEE! I finally got 14/15 for bio e-assessment! Though most of it depended on memory work, but still. :D

Now I can go for lunch!

Oh yes today's my sister's 7th birthday! My mum went northpoint and bought cake! And we had dinner infront of the tv today! Cus normally, we dont eat dinner together. She helped set up the table today. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

END OF HOLS

2008-03-15T21:42:00.000-07:00

I had 10 hours of sleep! and watched 3hours of tv and am online now. If life's like that forever, I bet I'll never feel angry or tired. (: If only.

But I've gotta do my homework soon. Urgh, what a spoiler. And I gotta redo my bio e-assessment. I hope I score better this time.

Yesterday was fun. I was tired cus I didnt sleep much this hols and the exhaustion kinda accumulated and I felt rather drained yesterday. Woke up at 7am, bathed and all and went NUH with zanyu.

Eileen, zanyu and I were slacking all the way as there werent much patients around. We drew houses to take our personality tests from a magazine and coloured garfields.

I insisted that mine's better colour-ed than his.

Played on the swing too (:

Me on the swing outside the ward. We're slacking cus there werent much patients.

After the session, zanyu and I took bus to amk to have lunch before going to buddy hoagies to study. Studied for 3hours straight and I felt quite accomplished. Almost done studying hydroxy compounds.

Then, when to get renying's present and my bodyshop strawberry shower gel. WHEE, finally! I'm gonna get papaya showergel after I finished my strawberry one cus it smelt damn good too!

Then bus-ed back home and zanyu had dinner at my place. My mum makes the best chicken drumlets! Slacked around, went online, watched tv and then zanyu left at around 10pm.

Was feeling so damn sleepy and I fell asleep while smsing zanyu. Haha, so sorry.

ALRIGHT! gonna do bio e-assessment already!

haix

2008-03-14T03:08:00.000-07:00

And if I were a tree growing tall and greeen

I'm red like a tomato.
I'm tired.
I want a hug from zanyu but he's at home studying.
I want to get 13/15 for bio but I'm too lazy to redo the e-assessment.
I want to get bodyshop strawberry shower gel cus it smells so good.
I dont know how long my back can hold.
I injured the other side of my back today, against cedar.
I'm tired.
I never sleep past 9am for this holidays and I woke up at 5.40am twice!
I feel like crying.
I'm not as strong as I seemed to be.
I need to finish chemical kinetics.
I love my team mates, really!
I'm gonna be alone at home later :(
I think I'm the most irritating WD ever cus I defend so unprofessionally.
I dont want term 2 to start, the horror!
I played badly today, as if I lost touch in defending.
I hope my skin doesnt peel cus of sunburnt.
I sound self centred here, haha.

Matches today. Once in the morning, and once in the noon. Wa lau, never rain today, in fact the sun was hanging so damn brightly in the sky and I'm burnt.

Gonna go bathe (: Love the soundtracks from Juno!

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

RAINS

2008-03-12T01:44:00.000-07:00

It rained again. :) I like the rain when I'm at home.

Weird, how come I always can find time to blog and not find time for homework. Did my biology e-assessment already. Boo, got 11/15 initially, and then 9/15 for the second attempt. I convinced myself that I was too tired so I stopped attempting. Another day perhaps.

Match today was alright. Lost to RJ and RGS but oh well. I felt sian playing against them. Kept playing with them. Won CJ. It poured and we played in the rain. Our shirts were a mixture of sweat and rain and I forgot to bring my slippers to change and my socks were soaked. Awful!

Lunched in KFC and then bus-ed all the way back to school to collect shoes. :( I have to go down to ulu genting lane to change for my right size, IRRITATING! Got bibs and then went back home. Okay, I wanna sleep. And do work later!

NETBALL CAMP

2008-03-11T02:27:00.000-07:00

Today was such a wet and sad day. I keep getting caught in the rain till I just gave up trying to stay dry.

Netball camp (supposedly, somehow it just felt like a netball chalet) was quite fun. It was two days one night, so we couldnt do much since training took up so much of our time already.

Monday
We had training in the morning. It was okay, practised on our long and accurate passes. Then due to lightning risk, we stopped early and went for a light lunch. Went parkway to eat before returning school at 3pm to train.

Training was crazy after that. We sprinted and jogged continuously 15mins, before taking a 3mins break, and continuing for another 15mins. We look like a bunch of tortured kids. :(

Then we had to jump stairs. 10sets of 1 and 8sets of 3. Everybody was feeling so damn tired after that. Then did gym. Haha, and we felt so dead after gym. I was so exhausted that I forgot to stretch properly, resulting in musclesaches the next morning.

Took our stuff to the chalet, bathed (in this really dark and creepy public toilet) and had steamboat. Chalet at east coast park really sucked man. I would rather have pasir ris ones anytime! Our steamboat was so damn healthy please, we didnt use any seasoning. Everything just tasted boiled. (:

Then we trekked all the way to 7-11 to buy edibles and drink. Came back, played bridge and I never won any games at all! Seemed like my beginning luck has disappeared.

We are this really huge bunch of weird people. Before we slept, we just kept laughing for 5minutes for no apparent reason. Couldnt sleep on the mattress cus my movements were so damn restricted. Decided to sleep on the floor with my sleeping bag and yellow pillow, which I managed to fit into my bag surprisingly.

And I slept! yay.

Today.

Everyone woke up feeling so zombified cus we all didnt sleep much. I had bananas and nutella on bread breakfast. YUM! Then checked out and walked back to VJ to have friendly with NYJC.

The cross boys were funny. They dragged their bikes out and cheered for us while cycling. We won! Team talked and bathed, before going to lunch together. Had pasta. Then it was raining so damn heavily that naf and I were stranded in parkway. Decided to just brave the rain cus it doesnt seemed to stop anytime soon.

Was drenched to my skin and I wore white. Bad choice, thankgod my shirt dried fast. Froze our way to changi airport on bus36. Was pissed with this commuter who flicked water at me (when I was bording the bus,) trying to dry her umbrella. I was already feeling wet and grumpy and had to carry my very heavy adidas bag, shoebag, sleeping bag and netball. So I OEI her. :x

Then on the way back on 858, the air con leaked, making my wet shirt even wetter. Yishun was pouring as well. That was when I gave up trying to stay dry and focused on getting back home.

I feel sick. But I dont have fever.

RJ match tomorrow. Urgh.

BORED

2008-03-09T03:16:00.000-07:00

I'm really hungry now!

It was sucha lazy boring Sunday afternoon today. The only accomplishments are probably finishing up my Bio Application part B (which was rather fun actually) and managing to study half of the chem kinetics notes without falling asleep.

Finally stopped to slack when the words on the notes no longer made sense and nothing I'm reading was going into my head. Went to read my book and just when I was putting down the book to rest I realise how ironic it was. I was reading the worst atrocities possibly ever done to mankind (by the Japanese), and I was using a souvenior I bought back from that very country to mark the period of time when I enjoyed myself there immensely.

It's nothing significant but it just struck me ironic.

But hey! You cant deny that my bookmark is cute right (and very costly as well my god!)

I havent started packing for the netball camp tomorrow! Aha, so many things to pack and I have to go school as per normal tomorrow. Squeezing with the crowd with my shoebag and sleeping bag and I'll be so clumsy and probably fall onto somebody cus my hands arent free to hold on to anything! Haix.

I'm hungry.

YAYNESS

2008-03-08T04:15:00.000-08:00

REJOICE! The march school break is here. :D

But mine started yesterday :/ haha cus I ponned school. I know la, I'm a really bad student, skipping school whenever I feel like but yesterday, I think half the j2 population didnt turn up! I heard one LT was only one quarter filled!

Woke up and went for a jog and it was quite a bad choice. Cus my muscles were still sleeping and I had to push myself to keep going. Came back home, slacked, watched tv, did a bit of work before packing my stuff for the AJ friendly in the evening.

AJ match was alright. We lost. :( But AJ is good. I have FINALLY learnt how to look far and wide for players. :D But had mistakes like double bounching my interception, which was so stupid omg. I wanna be more aggressive!

Reached home and dinnered at 10pm. Gonna grow fat.

TODAY!

Woke up, ate and then did vectors for two whole hours! YAY! Advanced on to vectors 3 already and got stuck at question5. Then bathed and cooked lunch for zanyu! haha I'm so nice la (and the only thing that came into his mind was that he could money rah!).

Did prata sausage and cut apples. Then he came my house and put his stuff, ate and then we bused to northpoint and caught L change the world. AHA, L was so amazing and cute! Even though he slouched and typed in this really weird way. I heard he has a moustache in real life, can you imagine?!

Then dinnered. I enjoyed my dinner cus it was the food I liked. (: Then he came and collected his stuff and I walked him to the mrt station.

Haix, despite the one week break, I'll probably see zanyu like 3times this holidays cus we are all so busy with our ccas, cca camp and homework. :(

ALRIGHT, gonna watch leap years online. I heard it makes people cry like mad.

2008-03-06T06:27:00.000-08:00

he's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar

AHA, i love this song!

Anyway maths paper today was alright. It was quite smooth till the second half of the paper where all those integration questions and volume and differentiating came in and got me all confused. So songs i listened to yesterday night while studying kept playing in my head!

I love the radio now! Haha 987 is like my fave cus they play songs I like. (:

Couldnt train today cus I'm on a week break after my painful acupuncture session.:/ But I've got friendly tomorrow!

So eileen and i did stuff that we do religiously after every major examinations (though common test 1 wasnt really major-major but still!) We went KBOXING! We do that after every exams to destress and let out all our steam and unhappiness and it's a good bestie bonding time too! Therefore, I'll always set time out for it and our daily schedules normally clash too so I dont get to go out with her often.

Had a mini netball camp planning session first before going to the library to read minghwei's Rape of Nanking, while i waited for eileen's interact meeting to end. Then bused to marina square and it was so damn cold in the bus. I was shivering. :/

Donlike kbox place in marina square, cus we cant extend our singing session if there's werent a lot of customers. It's weird listening to my voice on the mug after such a long time. And it felt good, screaming my lungs out singing high songs, and pretending to be emo when we were singing sad songs.

Then we went walk walk and we both got a shirt. Mine says:

And eileen one was cute! I gained a kg after ct! *cries, i wanna shed it!

Then we took train to novena to visit the medical bookstore but it was closed. Ate banana waffle for dinner and I'm starving now.

I'm not spoiled. I'm just well taken care of eh eileen?

common test

2008-03-05T02:48:00.000-08:00

I'm taking a break!

Or rather I refuse to admit that I'm slacking though I feel so damn unprepared for maths tomorrow. And I dont even feel the urgency to mug. Haha. Oh no.

But alright, shall talk about my week.

It has been great, despite the common test.

The papers werent those killer type, so I hope i can at least get a decent grade. Econs paper was funny! I was already stumped at the first question and the essay questions! I didnt understand some of the question and couldnt think of much to write for those I understood. So I kinda crapped and bullshited my way and I am so expecting a failing grade.

And the worse thing is, i dont really care about it, which worries me.

Common test isnt that bad la. At least we get to go back home like really early. And I get to go back home eileen! Haha. (: Common test weeks are probably the only time that we can go home together.

Last paper tomorrow, whee! But feeling very not confident for it cus the topics tested are those I'm bad at.

WHEE!

2008-03-01T00:59:00.000-08:00

the hugenormous chocolate zanyu got for me (:

Haha yeay, now I'll have things to munch on while mugging.

Today was great!

Zanyu accompanied me to acupucture session today!

Okay, acupuncture was not so great. I was totally expecting the same treatment, which was poking many needles and drawing plenty of blood, so I thought it would be okay. But i found myself grabbing the pillow I was resting so damn hard still. :x Then the acupuncturist applied this DEEEEEP heating cream on my back and the heat seemed to penetrate through my skin, into my muscles and right down to my bones.

I'm sure my face was all crunched up and I was like tearing a bit la. Then he ran the electric current through the right side of my body again and zanyu came in to accompany me. I'm glad that he came along. He held my hands and patted my head and everything seemed like it doesnt hurt half that much actually. <3

After everything, my back still hurt, like wth right. Ever since my back started giving me crap, I feel myself giving less during netball practices. There's always this voice at the back of head, cautioning me to jump a little lower and stretching a little lesser than my best for fear of worsening my back.

And it feels as though I havent improve skillwise from secondary school. Haix. But I'm too tired to worry about that.

Then we for lunch in northpoint, went shopping a bit and drank hot tea in yakun cus today was a freaking cold day. Then he sent me home. In total we like spend 2 hours together only. ):

the little birthday message I wrote for kaixin!

2008-02-29T08:57:00.000-08:00

I'm so sick of those online casino, online poker pop ups. :( They jam up my com and makes everything loads hundred times slower rah!

This week has been really hectic, so it practically flew by and before i know, it's friday and the leap day (uh is that what you call 29feb?)! Common tests are just next week. With netball training still on on tuesday and thursday and with my ridiculously large number of uncovered tested common topics, no wonder this week past so damn quickly.

Nothing much happened this week cus I basically spend it attending netball practices and studying. Studying before training, after training, after school, waiting for eileen's car and so on. Boo. So I was really happy to be on the phone with zanyu on thursday night, though it was just 20mins cus we both had to sleep already.

Haix, Im just very sick of studying. Might be the accumulating detest since primary school or something.

Anyway this year's the leap year! WHEE! It might be insignificant to others but I think 29feb is sucha superduper special day! But I spent it doing such unspecial things (like mugging bio.) I cant wait for ct to be over so I can catch L change the world and I've a sudden urge to watch The Leap Year though the movie loosk really corny and predictable.

I'm so beyond caring whether I'll do well for this ct or not already.

And my back hurts like crap.
Acupuncture tomorrow! Ouch.

i'm losing the drive.

2008-02-24T02:18:00.001-08:00

I really applaud myself for studying so damn much today.

1hour on bio spa which I still cant imagine sitting for tomorrow morning, and 4hours on integration. I will seriously kick someone if I still dont get it right. I hate careless mistakes. Urgh.

And yay! I finally scored 13/15 for the chem e-assessment whee! Haha, and it was after 4 tries, not a lot la. But I'm not crazy enough to try 60 plus times to score 15/15 though. Haha, I'm happy with what I have gotten.

DINNER!

JUNO

2008-02-23T06:03:00.000-08:00

Juno was alright. It looked like some film Mrs Judah will let us watch during GP lesson! Aha, I love the songs in there.

Went NUH in the morning first. I ended going back to the social work dept in a bad mood but I shant elaborate. I have to learn not to let any feelings be displayed on my face so easily.

Then went the grand cathay to get tix for juno before lunching in long john silver and going Plaze Sing. I found this really cool (to the max baby!) DIY shop calls Made With Love and they sell really cool art and craft stuff. Stuff that will look so pretty if you're going to make a scrapbook for a friend or boyfriend. (:

Went daiso and I went crazy ogling at cute jap stuff (though some are made in china)! I cannot wait to decorate my own house next time! It'll toilet signs on the toilets, cute dustbins, nice cutlery sets etc. WHEE!

Then after the movie, we went adidas to walk around before having dinner in khatib! Oh no, another one week before I can see him again. Haix, this sucks lei.

Anyway thanks nat, for sending me the letters and presents all the way to my house. It's a pity I have NUH if not I get to see your spastic face! March hols!

Whee, im gonna mug my weekends again this time. And next week too. And next next week too! Cant wait for ct to be overrrr.

friendship keychains me and eileen had.

yujuan drew me and yek during bio cus the slides has rat pics on it. so lame right.

yek and me during chingay!

my happy yellow timetable! I coloured it with my marker pen. Haha

pretty wooden thing mas gave me for vday!

look what ugly things anna and nat got for me and kaixin! I cant wait to see them all during march hols!

the whole of sector5!

my very treasured TM 8 people (:

chem e-assessment

2008-02-20T03:52:00.001-08:00

I have just finished my chem e-assessment online. AH! 2 attempts yet both time I got 10/15! No improvement.

Okay, a quick update since I'm already online.

We had mock napfa today and it was depressing. My 2.4k run was alright, just need to push myself a little more cus I slowed down by 7seconds compared to last year. Incline pull ups was okay. But my standing broadjump deproved by 30cm! I could leap up to 192 cm last year but this time, i could only manage 170cm, at most 180cm. ): Boo, I'm aiming for an A.

Had a serious scholarship talk today for all J2 cohorts and I realised I want scholarship. I have so many reseach to do. I'm unsure in so many areas. I dont know how much uni fees cost, what courses I want to do, what requirements are needed and so on and so forth. This is the result from too much procrastination. :/

And i dont have much time left to do research. Urgh. I'm feeling kinda stressed these few days. I have to manage 4times a week training, tutorials, reading up of lecture notes, time mag, revision for common test topics and not forgetting, to sit down and breathe.

Therefore, I'm craving for chocoates these few days. haha, been munching on food and I'm so gonna grow fat la!

And I wanna donate blood tomorrow lei! But I'm too light, apparently, wth. Pui.

Oh I had fun with my friends yesterday. We tried frowing and smiling at the same time and everybody looks funny! Try this in front of the mirror when you're free! I have an ultimate pic of YEK in that facial expression. Wanted so badly to post it up. :/

Okay, off!

happy 20th month! <3 cant wait for 210608 (:

enchanted

2008-02-17T01:29:00.000-08:00

I kept listening to Enchanted- That's how you know song. I think the song composer and writer were brillant. (:

It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...
"How do I know he loves me?"
"How do I know he's mine?"

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit of everyday
That's how you know, that's how you know!
He's your love...

You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true
How do you know he loves you?
How do you know he's yours?

Well does he take you out dancin' just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words in
Just for you? Ohhh!

He'll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know!

He's your love
He's your love...

That's how you know
He loves you
That's how you know
It's true

Because he'll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-oohh!

His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know
That's how you know
That's how you know
That's how you know
That's how you know
That's how you know
That's how you know!

He's your love...

That's how she knows that you love her
That's how you show her you love her

That's how you know...
That's how you know...
He's your love

I think it's the aftermath of valentine's day.

misses you<3

CHINGAY

2008-02-16T09:21:00.000-08:00

Chingay was great and fun today!!!

I love my group! TM08, omgosh, we're sucha lovable bunch of people, arent we?

Anyway, I met up with zanyu first and was feeling so damn tired cus I slept at 2am yesterday! We went to eat my gelare birthday complimentary ice cream waffle and ordered 1 extra waffle. It was all banana-ish and it tasted so great!

Walked around. I wanna buy bodyshop body gel!!!

Then he walked me to padang, volunteers' tentage and we said hi to his friend, chengyong. Aha, finally I can recognise him on the streets (I think). Then idled around before being deployed back to the same place we were during preview.

Everything went smoothly, the F1 car was amazing, the floats were breathtaking. The only trouble minghwei and I got was from this really stubborn and difficult public, in which we had to bring in our sector IC and nearly a cisco police.

I'm not gonna reveal too much in case I land myself and chingay into trouble. I hope no pictures of us were taken as well.

After the whole thing, we had to aid in dispersal of crowd. It was fun, though tedious, just shouting out loudly for the crowd to move towards exitB. Met with weird people, angry people, people who laughed at us and kind people. It was quite fun, and it challenged our ability to manage these kind of unpleasant situations.

Went back to the tentage and got really high. Did our sector cheer, then vj cheer etc. Felt rather sad cus I'll prolly not see the NJ people and the dunman boys for quite some time, or maybe not ever again.

But I really wanna thank all of them for making my experience as part of chingay dreamteam sucha enjoyable one! (Even though I still think the previous trainings were rather boring and not much of a use.) I really wanna thank huzaifa for putting up with whatever crap we gave him sucha not turning up for fundraising etc. You're a really great leader! Yujuan too!

Oh I think chingay should put their fundraising (for next year chingay or wad) a date after chingay when we really bond as a sector. I'm so so more willing to help out in fundraising now. haha.

And i still cant believe that nicholas is in J2 omg!

Alright, i hope I dont forget my haircut app tomorrow. :/

HAPPY VALENTINE'S

2008-02-14T03:39:00.000-08:00

Be my Valentine!

I love valentine's day. It's a very celebrated day in both my secondary school and esp in VJC! Haha everybody just go wild and crazy, giving out gifts and hugs and many smiles. You feel loved all the time!

i remember in Anderson, a lot of us will go school early just to give our gifts, to your cca friends, classmates, friends and even people you dont like! It's just so pleasant and happy!

stuff from my angel and mortal.

This year is no exceptional of course. I got really cute toe socks for my closer friends and made their lifes a bit harder by mixing their socks around sucha they have to find the correct pair.

Baked cupcakes (intended) for the rest. I donknow why, but somehow it flopped really badly and my cupcakes became cupcookies and I was moping throughout the night after that. I wanted to get chocolates instead to replace my flopped baking but thought otherwise. Lazy to do that.

one whole bagful of nonsense! I'll prolly grow fat and die of diseases!

Met naf earlyearly in the morning, took his brother's car and went school super early to pack food for our netball people. It was sucha mad rush but I enjoyed doing so. Then minghwei came and surprised me with this hugest floating elmo balloon ever and I was screaming and screaming! Thanks girl, I love it so damn much! I hope you like your socks too. (:

diasy and rose from christine and my very treasured SA giants nat and anna (:

Then after assembly, my balloon flew up to the canteen ceiling and I panicked like crap. But thankgod it was still within reach, just with some difficulties. But we improvised and used some poles and a pen and managed to hooked it back! whee but the whole thing was so drama and I bet people were laughing at us from below.

the stamp eraser with my name by hweepeng. thanks girl! It was really sweet of you!

Went crazy giving out presents during econs tutorial! Aha, we dont really care that it's lesson time, do we? I hope nobody dont get stomach ache from eating my very horrible food. But I wrote all the cards very sincerely okay.

my first ever gigantic balloon! thanks minghwei, i love it loads!

After school, rushed back home. It was rather embarrassing on the bus and train with my balloon that looked like it's my size. Got quite a bit of stares from the public. :/ Haha and when there's wind, the balloon flies everywhere it could. Horrible.

US!!

Met zanyu after that and he treated me to dinner at the cafe near my house. Thanks a lot boy! Thanks for being there whenever I need and thanks for putting up with my rubbish and whining!

the balloon's as big as me!

I hope everyone had fun on this very happy day! I certainly had one of the craziest vday ever! Okay homework now!

2008-02-09T20:29:00.000-08:00

It was quite fun yesterday cus i went eileen's house for visiting!

Her family ordered pizzas and sweet and sour drumlets! yummy! Watched a bit of hairspray before playing Wii.

me and linying playing boxing. It was tiring and violent!

see their excited faces!

naf and mas playing wii!

Haha it was damn fun la. We laughed and screamed like mad. We had to position the controllers in weird ways and finish up the tasks in like 3 seconds, if not your character dies. Haha, I was sweating when I was playing, especially boxing which I played with linying. It was a great workout for the arms.

After which, I went off to meet zanyu to go amk hub to get my vday presents for my closer friends but couldnt find fabric paint. oh well. And i hope I have sufficient ingredients at home to make food for all my the other friends. (:

After much walking, we went back to my house to have bbq steamboat. Aha, my parents invited him over and we almost finished all the food! Feeling really hungry. And I so wanted to eat the cakes from sweet recipe but the cafe was closed yesterday. Argh! And I havent eaten prata yet!

day2!

I need to study and run today! I so Have to mug. :/

2008-02-08T07:10:00.000-08:00

I think i turned stupider during this year's chinese new year.

Didnt play cards or mahjong to stimulate my brain, just aimless stoning and watching the tv all day while.

Went to my gma's house early int he morning and stoned. I needed to leave at 1.45pm to meet zanyu for movie and by 1.30pm, none of my relatives came yet. *^@*&#(! they were all so late. In the end, I didnt get to see one of my aunt's family.

But i know that they will leave angbaos for us la, since we were rather close to them.

Went amk station and zanyu and I took train to orchard and bus to great world city. Caught kungfu dunk! It's so-so only though. Very exaggerated but quite funny at time. Jay looks very cute when he's shy.

Then wanted to have dinner at taka and walked for such great distance to find that the entire of taka is closed! Not a single shop is open and even the doors are locked! Rah. Trained to bishan, feeling very sian and pissed off. (cus at that time, our one and only paperbag to carry stuff broke and my blisters on my heels were bleeding.)

But we cheered up almost immediately when we realised J8 is up and running and even ajisen's people came out to work! Hooray! Ate there but I found the food rather mediocre. Ajisen is rather overrated.

I wanted more food! I'm been craving for prata since I sneaked a biteful from jinning in school and I'm craving for cakes from sweet secret too! omgosh!

cny!

2008-02-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

chinese new year day 1 was sucha bore i was so so damn bored. I rather be at home (but no angbaos ):)

I realise I'm so distant from the cousins on my maternal side. Mostly because most of them were guys and all they talked about were computer games and card games. My other cousins were fine.

My sister and I stuck close to each other. Watched the whole day of tv, ate goodies and steamboat. But we took a lot of pictures! That's what we do when we are really bored. haha.

And i managed to walk on my 2.5inch heels quite naturally! didnt fall or sprain any ankles!

Gonna watch Kungu Dunk with zanyu tomorrow after going to my gma's house. I really hope that we get seats. I'm pissed with my dad cus he refused to lend me his credit card to let me book tickets online. He doesnt use his card lo, it's forever idling in his pocket. What's the point la? Damn sickening.

Yay PICTURES!

my really cute cousin!

we and our cousin, whom we are very close to.

baby cousin!

so cute

me and my sister in my gma's house!

I hope tomorrow will be more exciting!

french manicure

2008-02-05T06:56:00.000-08:00

eileen and i did something really retarded (and very bimbo) thing today!

We decided to do last minute cny shopping and treat ourselves to DIY french manicures! So right after my lecture ended, i met up with her and we went j8 to do our shopping. Wa lao, french manicure is so expensive can!

So we got the cheapest we can find (freaking $13.50 btw!) and trained to amk. Chose some random block and started painting our nails in the void deck! We attracted some stares ocassionally and even thought of removing our school badges so as to not tarnish vj's reputation.

And then it ended up horrible! like we took liquid paper and coloured the tip of our fingernails! But it was a lot of laughter and fun! Then wanted to eat seoul garden but after walking for miles, we found that it has closed down already. *@&*&@(#!*

Thus we opted for pizza hut instead.

Alright, I'm gonna go run tomorrow morning! And start turning up for trainings next week! I hope my stamina can bring me through cross country man.

facial

2008-02-03T05:42:00.000-08:00

I went to my first facial today and it was so painful I thought I was tearing and wanted to back out. ):

The beauty therapist squeezed all my pimple ruthlessly and kept commenting that my skin conditin was very bad cus I used to wrong products for a very long time and I felt so afraid. *cries.

Now I look hideous and I just wanna hide in my room and be a spinster. Boo.

But on a happier note, I got myself a new pair of heels for chinese new year! I got the one I had in mind so I'm quite happy with my buy. My first pair of heels. Prom wasnt counted, the heels were non existence. I hope I dont fall though.

URGH! if it's really bad, I shall not go school tomorrow!

-

2008-02-02T05:32:00.000-08:00

today was fine.

Woke up late this morning and rushed like crap. Changed my clothes three times! Haha, rushed around but in the end, I was the earliest to reach bishan. :/ Both minghwei and Eileen were late. Reached RJC slightly late and sat through yet another series of boring talks.

Then collected shirts. They were really nice, though, grossly oversized for most of us haha. We waited really really long for the shirts, such that all our plans after chingay were kinda spoilt. Eileen had to rush off to have lunch and then rush to school, poor girl.

After chingay, went lunch with minghwei and naf. Then walked around bishan, accompanying naf. Rushed back home to change and shower before going out again to meet zanyu. (: havent seen him for ages! Ah!

Went walk walk in northpoint, buying small stuff. I wanted to get myself a book. So damn tempted to buy Princess Diaries's After eight, but decided against it. Haha. And there's the ninth book too! Ah.

Walked somemore, dinnered, then took bus to khatib.
Then he sent me back. <3

Yay gonna see him real soon and I left my personal photo album in his bag. Boo.

2008-02-01T06:56:00.001-08:00

My dad got into an accident. :/

I was very shocked and scared at the same time cus I heard that his entire lorry got dragged by this car and flipped over. He came back home with a sprained wrist, bruised ribs and head and a bit traumatised. But overall he's fine.

I really thank those angels above us, for protecting my dad and keeping him safe despite the fact that his lorry actually flipped. And for keeping him strong mentally. Apparently, the other party was quite badly traumatised and he couldnt remember much of the accident.

All of us waiting for the verdict from the traffic police, deciding whose fault it was. I hope my dad doesnt have to compensate or anything. :/

ACUPUNCTURE

2008-02-01T00:53:00.000-08:00

Skipped training again to do acupuncture. Haix, feel so rusty and fat. :( But I played 2quarters yesterday (though technically, I'm not supposed to.) and it felt great!

School was alright. It was a really lovely friday but it had to be ruined by the two mock spas that we had to take. Pui. First was Bio Skill A and I just kinda keep writing even though the teacher said time was up. Couldnt really finish and no time to even think what to write next. Chem Spa was ok laaaa. Skill D was rubbish writing.

I ate super a lot today! Spent only $1.80 yesterday so I made it up by spending $4.80 today. Ate at every single break.

Then rushed back home, bathed and my mum brought me to the acupuncturist. It was a relatively painful experience, come to think of it. When I was there, I was surprisingly brave. Nothing seemed to hurt a lot. Apparently, the person punctured something into my flesh 4 times and drew out large amount of blood first before doing acupuncture.

It was quite uncomfortable. Then he put in the needle and let electric current flow through my body for 15mins. I'm so proud of myself for being brave! And the whole thing cost only $10! I hope it's good and it works.

Now i have tiny needle marks on my skin and I cant drink cold drinks. Wa, how to survive?

It's freaking early now. I hardly reach home at 5pm on weekdays. Maybe I shall go sleep and then do work.

Chingay last training tomorrow (yay finally!) And then CNY! cant wait.

crybaby

2008-01-29T02:09:00.000-08:00

I cant stand myself. I'm sucha crybaby.

Whenever I'm sad, disappointed, hurt, Very pissed off or misunderstood, I dont anything except cry. So useless. And this is the second time (so far in my entire life) that I cried in public and it's so embarrassing, I just wanna jump into a hole and die there.

I feel so so.. I cant really find a word that fits all. It's kinda a mixture of helplessness, irritation, frustration and being discarded kinda feeling. Ever since I hurt my back (and it's a long time back), i couldnt train decently. I coudnt run long distance, do jump ball or highest point. I cant remember when I have played a decent match. Probably sometime last year in kallang.

It's kinda making me less optimistic by the day. I realise how much I want to be part of the team for this year season, no matter how much I tried disuading myself (and people around me) that I'm not. I've been playing netball for quite some time already and suddenly, not having to train feels so weird.

And I hate the fact that my stamina is going down day by day. I spent so much effort to build it up and I wanna do well for this year cross country! But all seemed quite unattainable now. Haix.

And there's nothing I can do about. ):

Skipped training (cycling session pui!) today cus I wanted to go see a doctor again for my back. It isnt getting worse, but it's not recovering as well. But my dad and I went all the way down to find it closed. Was feeling so damn pissed and unexplainably discouraged.

Wanted to go to the one eileen went but my dad needed to cut his hair so we're going tomorrow, hopefully. Then for some unknown reason, I started crying right infront of my dad. How crazy la. But oh well, like I said I was feeling very frustrated and one little obstacle now can just make me cry. ):

Took train then bought cards before going back home.
Lots of work to do.

P.S but I'm thankful that I have someone whom I can always share my unhappiness and happiness with. Who is willing to stay and chat with me online though his msn screwed and have to sign in and out every 5minutes. thanks <3

BYE!

chingay

2008-01-26T06:06:00.000-08:00

I have been doing lots of thinking today, and apparently had made zanyu quite fed up with me today cus my attention was drifting in and out of my head.

But I was just wondering just how much chingay is worth participating. So far both training were boring to the max. The organisation skills were bad, the ability of them to engage the audience is low. They zi high on the stage one lo and the audience just sit and stone and attempt to laugh.

Basically, volunteers turned up for the training because they threatened to take our names off the list should we try pon (which I dont really care actually.)

I don't like the way they treated us like lil kids (esp that very annoying girl and stocky guy). And briefings were worse than lectures! I didnt manage to know more about chingay or the musts and donts for volunteers cus my attention couldnt last for 4hours. I could have better spend the time at NUH or at home slacking.

Maybe I will feel more satisfied if I just quit chingay altogether and continue with NUH. I'm aiming for 100hours of CIP and I joined chingay cus I thought it would really be an eye opening experience (since I never witness one before) and at the same time get a minimum of 30cip hours. But I'm bored to tears every sat morning. ):

I'm skipping tomorrow's fund raising activity without a valid reason. Couldnt be bothered to cook up an excuse. I dont really think the organisation is worth raising money for anyway. I'm more willing to spend time raising donations for people in need of help. And that fund raising thing has nothing to do with chingay, I think.

I tried to imagine how tomorrow will be like and I realised I dont feel motivated and driven to do the fund raising. I dont even feel like approaching the public for their money at all. So meaningless.

Maybe I'm someone who prefer to offer my services to humanity. Eh, that sounded really weird but yea.

I'm really sorry Huzaifah! You are really a nice and responsible guy! I know it's damn irresponsible for us to abandon you suddenly! Hope you guys have fun tomorrow. (:

- - -

Met up with zanyu after chingay thing. It started out bad. Cus we (ok, maybe I) impromptu-ly decided to go Vivo to catch The Grand Chef and reached there to realised that the we cant make it for the Only Slot left. Boo.

So we took the train all the way back to cityhall and went marina sqaure instead. We werent early to buy the tickets and ended up 3rows from the screen. It wasnt that bad actually, just that we could have gotten much better seats.

The movie was really nice. It was funny And touching at the same time. (: Bad people come to no good end! After that we went to walk around in marina square before eating dinner. Ate in Pick&Bite and ordered so much that we almost couldnt finish. But with zanyu around, no food will be wasted la.

Then walk around somemore before going back home.
Yay he sent me back!

Alright needa study Spas over the weekend and I have exactly one week to decide if I want to go back to doing NUH. Or maybe they will send me emails to kick me out. :/ But what eileen said made sense. There's only 1 training left and then it's chingay preview And parade already.

Just get it over and done with?

PETTY-NESS!

2008-01-25T08:15:00.000-08:00

AHHHH, I'm so busy this weekend!

Had pre JTS just now and reached home at 1140pm! I'm feeling bloody tired now. Pre JTS was alright. Wasnt particularly fun and high but not very boring and sian either.

Then we went sky park to play for awhile before I decided that I needed to leave the place asap for me to be able to get up tomorrow morning.

Chingay tomorrow morning and then out with zanyu. Chingay again on sunday for the entire day. There goes my weekends and byebye to all the time I needed to study for my bio And chem mock spa, do my evolution tutorial and econs essays omg!

And I must blog about Joel's birthday and chunkiat's fabulous present for him!

Will blog again!

):

2008-01-19T23:35:00.001-08:00

I cant believe I lost zanyu's birthday towel for me and I used it only once lei! ): 'm feeling damn upset.

On a lighther note, I'm gonna start developing photos! So exciting. I can have my own photo album, depicting my life.

Did maths, volume tutorial for 3hours. Am left with biostats tutorial and Arenes tutorial to do. Boo.

a big tight hug ;

SAT!

2008-01-19T05:33:00.000-08:00

Today was super grrrrreat! I love staurdays. I lovelovelove saturdays!

Slept late yesterday and woke up at 6.50am this morning! I had chingay briefing in Raffles JC early in the morning! Woke up, wash up, changed and I'm off already. Wore my gorgeous loafers but it gave me horrible blisters cus clever me didnt wear socks. I was like cursing with pain with every step.

Chingay briefing was alright. Got into our groups and all of my friends, namely eileen, nafisah, minghwei, yujuan and renying got into traffic management, congratulations. It was our what? 3rd choice and I didnt even leave a reason why I chose that. Traffic lei! Walao!

But oh well, with friends, I guess the toughest job will be fun too. Broke into sub groups and played ice breaker. People in my group are mainly from VJC, NJC, Dunman thru train, 1 MJC and 1 TPJC. They were all very nice and the dunman boys were very friendly and fun. Minghwei, yujuan and I got so damn high!

Eileen and naf were in another group. The briefing ended early with the discussion of scenarios being the last part. It was boring and organisation were rather bad. How do they actually expect registration of 800 people to be done within 15mins?

But I saw a lot of familiar faces. Many many Victorians. Saw old andersonians like gang quan, james lee, valerie etc. Even saw zanyu's friend cheng yong. haha but I feel real happy seeing so many familiar faces.

Then went bishan to get hidden socks and eileen and I impromptuly bought *erhem underwears. But they were nice and pink. (:

She went to meet her cousin while I met zanyu. We took train to Square 2, had lunch there, walked around and played arcade. Ate Han's peach tart too. I dont really know how we managed to spend like 4hours there. Oh and I discover this shop which eileen would probably like. Got her something really cute too.

Oh but we camwhored. Haha we were sitting on a bench and resting our legs and had nothing to do. It was so funny. Took a lot of unglam pictures and his classmates happened to walk by and they laughed at us. Hmrph. :/ But it was damn funny, anyway.

Trained back home and had dinner in buddy hoagies before going back home. Ah, another one week before I can see him again! Sian.

Yay lots of people owe me money!

I was doing nose thingy a long time ago, using zanyu's dad phone cos mine was sent for servicing. Apparently, this photo made his friend laughed like mad. Hmrph.

Stars by zanyu, representing the number times we met so far. I'm learning to make them.

he go and move his head. :/

US <3

Our loafers! I picked both of them so I got good taste okay! (glares at jg, ron and marcus!)

with much love <3

WEEKENDS!

2008-01-18T06:57:00.000-08:00

Yo people, it's the Weekends again! So super happy now. (:

I dont understand why people keep telling me this week has flown by cus it seemed rather slow for me. Maybe because I have been looking forward to friday night since Monday morning.

This has been okay. Some exciting things happened, like my coach's boyfriend proposal to her on 15 January. It got me quite hyped up and makes me feel like getting married. Haha, the netball girls got her this pair of wedding teddy and a card. (:

Then on wednesday, eileen, eileen's friend linying and me went down to NUH just to collect our school CIP forms. Since queensway near there, eileen and I then went down to queensway to get my gorgeous loafers, which apparantly, only a minority think it's gorgeous.

my gorgeous (i think) loafers.
i know, some of you are already thinking that my taste is weird. Weilin was like, " Wa, damn ugly la!" Minghwei, " Huhhhhhh." Oh well.

Yay, chingay tomorrow morning. The organisation committee hasnt sent me details regarding tomorrow morning. Rah! And then meeting zanyu after that! And I didnt go for my one and a half cycling session today. So sian la. Came back home and fell asleep! Can't believe it.

And my back is recovering! Can do sit and reach already, though it still hurts a little.

Naf and me after training.

Shall blog hop now. Nobody's online to talk to me. ):

2008-01-13T02:08:00.000-08:00

Spent the entire day slacking at home. I was in the packing mood, so I packed my table. Now it looks different, and a lot bigger!

Finished up my skill A report, like finally. Spent so damn long writing it and it was like 5 pages long? Skill A sucks, esp for bio. So basically that's what I have done today.

Gonna revise bits of chem and pack my wardrobe later, so new clothes can come in. (: Oh yes, I was packing my table when I came across letters from natalie (omgoodness, loads of them), jes and amily. I didnt throw them away! Haha, am planning to read them again when I'm free.

Then I came across mas' and mine show and tell file on blood stain pattern. And her vday cards from sec3 onwards. And eileen's boxful of stuff before she left for IP. And my drawings of cardcaptor sakura, liangjun's bday gift in sec3 and letch's countless letters full of nonsense.

Haha. (:
School tomorrow. :( And my back still hurts.

before i packed my table. I hardly had space to do my report!

HAHA, there are so many boxes on my table now.

my neat table!

my new pair of shoes. (:

am i pretty much alone?

ADIDAS SHOES

2008-01-12T04:36:00.000-08:00

Today was fun! Cus it was my break for this entire week. Tomorrow I'm gonna stay at home to finish up my skill A report and revise bits of J1 work. Horrible lei, but I didnt revise during the hols so I guess I have to do it now.

Went NUH this morning. I had to travel there all by myself. ): Then collected the toys and all and went to the ward to entertain the kids. It was rather boring today but time seemed to flies though. I played monopoly for the first time in my life and my money ran out so damn fast!

Then eileen left early and I continued till 12. Then bought a few more stuff, travelled to redhill and waited for zanyu at the delta hockey pitch. It was intimidating and weird seeing so many NJC hockey players. And it was awkard walking behind them.

Then we went queensway with the intention of looking for a backpack for me. I'm currently carrying my sec4 billabong bag to school and I look so kiddish! But no backpack caught my eyes but 2 pairs of shoes did!

In the end I got myself a new pair of school going shoes. Pretty pink adidas shoes. The shopkeeper sold it to me at $60 only, originally it was at $79. He wanted to sell me at $50 but I unintentionally blurt out that it was too cheap! I'm so stupid my god. So he raised it to &60. AH!

And I saw this pull up shoes for $20 and it was awfully cute. But I didnt buy to. Insane to buy 2pairs in a day.

Went for dinner with zanyu after that. Oh no, can only see him like in a week's time. Haix.

Need do skill a report liao!

2008-01-11T07:17:00.000-08:00

YES PEOPLE! It's friday and I love fridays. Been looking forward to friday since monday. Sucha long wait. And I forgot to bring tie to school today. Urgh, i like wearing the school tie.

Nothing exciting happened this week. I mean, it's school, how exciting can that be anyway. Oh, but that one and only amk sec boy is in my junior class and happens to be my sister's vball senior! So cool right. The world is tiny.

I cant train for 2 weeks. How depressing. It sucks to be cycling up there for an hour and a half while watching everyone in the hall train. Why isnt my back recovering. So sickening.

Cycled with Joce today for one and a half hour, watching 136 plus freshmen going to floorball trials. A bit insane la. They were like having this circuit thing when freshmen will go in groups.

The hall felt like it was lacking in oxygen! Wanted to play floorball (I miss playing it) but they were having training after 2-3hours of trials. Boo.

Yay NUH tomorrow and I'm finally meeting up with zanyu! (:

You forgot, don bother, or what?

2008-01-07T06:26:00.000-08:00

I was damn prepared to go for lesson, I swear. I like brought all my worksheets, prepared all my pens and organiser and was ready for lessons. BUT, yujuan's one sentence, "You wanna crash sea reghetta?" and I wavered! So loser!

So in the end, renying, yujuan and I changed into our PE shirts and went ecp with the rest of the freshmen and many J2s came too! In the end, my whole class ponned classes and the teachers had to cancel lessons. I didnt have any proper lessons since school started. :/ And I heard other schools are already killing their J2s. Yikes!

But anyway it was fun! Definitely more than it would have been if we went for lessons. Despite not having a change in anything (not even the undies, and I have training in the noon!), I went ahead to play Tug of War and got myself so soaking wet. We made Nichpang wet too! And stupid leongchunkiat threw sand and I became salty and sandy. It was gross to the max.

Then I became red and blotchy cos of the dirty sea water. Went back school earlier to rinse. I had to made do with wet underwear and sports bra. EWWW! They dried, somewhat, and I went for training.

Training was great, with lots of J1s because we have enough people to do decent ball drills and play matches. WHEE! I hope my back will improve, despite trainings. Waha.

PICTURES!

My birthday cake!

jinning and me!

RENYING AND ME! crashing freshmen orientation, Sea Reghetta!

VJC new (fake) field. They ripped out the track today. :/

renying people-watching.

my fringe is so urgh! And that's yujuan.

AHA, models (wanna bes) (:

birthday resloutions

2008-01-05T05:09:00.000-08:00

CRAP! i forgot to do new year resolution so here goes my birthday resolution, whatever la.

#1. Be more contented and less demanding.
#2. Be more understanding.
#3. Be more selfless.
#4. Be more hardworking.
#5. Be a better girlfriend, friend, classmate, team mate and person.
#6. Put in my Every best for all the thing when netball is concerned.
#7. Eat less, save more.
#8. Be healthy and not fall ill.
#9. To frown less and smile more.
#10. Be more patient and not lose my top.

Anyway I lost weight! And it's not intentional. Was 43+ kg and now I'm 41+kg! So weird. But I'm definitely eating lesser than last time. (:

Ah, tired.

WHEEEEEEEE!

2008-01-05T04:07:00.000-08:00

WHEE! Today was ubbbberrr great!

I was quite sad yesterday cos I Really thought that nobody will remember my birthday. But am happy today cos most of them still do. Hooray!

But my boyfriend is the best! Zanyu's so sweet. (:

So I woke up at 6am today to prepare for the RGS match later and at 6.15am, I recieved his very unexpected sms, complaining that he woke up and cant fall asleep. So I exchanged a bit of sms with him before he told me to go to my doorstop cus he delievered my presents to my doorstep. And I was like, "Yea riiight."

But two big package of stuff were there! I was so damn surprised la. I didnt have time to try figure out how he did that, brought everything in and had to rush off already. Then he was there waiting for me! I was so shocked la!

But I was damn happy as well. He woke up at bloody 5.30am!!! That crazy boy. Then, we walked to the station and he went back home to sleep and I went for my match! Match was okay. I feel so sian to play with RGS again cus we played with them 3 times or more already and it's so bleargh.

Played WD and WA. I love defending. (: But Im getting suckier at attacking. ): After the matches, my team mates sang birthday song and had a candle on a muffin and presented to me a boxful of cupcakes! WHEE, so sweet!

Went back home, rested, bathed and then out again to J8 with zanyu. Walked around, got birthday presents for his mum, walked somemore and then dinner-ed. I treated him to dinner!

Then sat under my void deck for a while before he left. Thanks so much for the surprise! Ah! I'm so happy. And really, i'm so sorry if I was a difficult girlfriend. Haha, and I whine a lot. And do stupid stuff most of the times, but I cant help it.

Anyway I love birthdays! I'm kinda sad mine is ending soon and I'm 18! It's scary. I could still remember how weilin and I do stupid stuff when we're little. How we love and always play "Play Pretend". Then, how we all grew up and abandoned our toys and went for contact lenses, new clothes and heels! How we got involved in relationships.

Oh no, we're growing up! Shit.

ANYWAY PICTURES!

the wall deco for this year orientation! Knights, Riders vs Rangers.

my 2008 timetable. I need a lot of smiley faces to make school happier.

the cupcakes my team members got for me. They were letters from them too. So sweet la. I love my team mates yo!

apparently, the dog is quite biiiigggg!

WHEE! i love the christmas dog at waston!

zanyu's presents for me! The dog looks suffocated!

OH YES must thanks those who wished me today! Thanks Zanyu, Eileen, letch, jiankai, jiong guang, ronald, jonathan, mavis, weilin, daphne, anna, renying, chunkiat, joel, daddy!, marcus, zhonghuan!, yujuan, nafisah, jocelyn, yvonne, natalie, kaixin, yongyuan and minghwei for ur sms and msn wishes! You lovely people!

Alright, I'm off!

MY BIRTHDAY!

2008-01-04T07:55:00.000-08:00

yay I'm 18 already!

But this year isnt my best birthday.
I miss having birthdays with my friends, in school. Haix.
But I had the largest cookie ever! From mas. Thanks mas, for the card too. You never fail to give me a birthday card every year. (:

SCHOOL

2008-01-03T04:16:00.000-08:00

Xueling is depressed. ):

Xueling is depressed because school has officially started. Haix.

ANYWAY! First few days of school were really boring, unless you are an OGL, which I'm not. I kinda regretted not being one though but the thought of going through a possible very unpleasant interview still turns me off.

We didnt have lectures at all cos of R papers and so we go school only for tutorials, which is pretty dumb. Breaks are more than lessons itself. Renying, Yujuan and I crashed orientation today. Just changed into PE attire and went different OG groups with our juniors or friends in them.

Mass dancing was fun. Partner-ed minghwei. Then had to tend the booth for CCA walkabout. Ran off to talk to kaixin, ziqin and hannah. Aha, then was accompanied by eireen, weishan and andrea. Just hung around in school, gave weishan a school tour cos both andrea and her didnt want to participate in the orientation. Tsk.

Reached back home, slacked and watched tv. (:

I miss the hols and I'm so awfully bored.

NEW YR SHOPPING

2008-01-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HAPPY DAY!

Because weilin (who is finally well, alive and kicking) and i went new year shopping. I love new year, cos there is sales everywhere!

Went town to get our clothes. Before that, we were camwhoring at home. Haha, we are weird. But anyway! Went far east to look for clothes. On the way there, we past Mango and Mango is having a ridiculous sale of up to 70% discount!!!

So we popped in and saw many many nice clothes at very reasonable price. I got a grey dress there in the end. Haha, a very casual dress but I like it.

Then we went far east and walked A LOT. Tried on so so so many pieces of clothings and settled for a yellow tube top for me, white tube top and yellow dress for weilin. I kinda influenced her into liking yellow too. (:

Then she got a yellow billabong pencilcase which I so adore. ):

We couldnt find any nice shoes and Mondo shoes have turned boring. Shoes can wait. Then after 4 hours plys of walking, we went back home. I cant believe there's school tomorrow. Oh my god, I dont want to go school! Haix.

PICTURES!

weilin and I look alike!

weilin and I look disturbingly alike!

my sisters and I

The tube top I bought. My first tube top (:

the dress I got from Mango.

weilin's dress! argh, so cute la! I'm seeing green.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
2008 gonna rock, i hope.

hello 2008

2007-12-31T04:14:00.000-08:00

I'm dreading 2008.

Before it even comes, I already hate my life in 2008. I can so envision myself slogging my guts out infront of my desk solving irritating integration, probability questions. Somehow, I picture 2008 with no fun at all. Boo.

Spent the entire day of today at home and it feels grrreeeaaattt! Whoohoo. I woke up at 10am, sat in front of the tv till 11 plus. Then spent 10minutes vacuuming the floor. Haha so it was a slipshod. Then bathed and went northpoint for lunch with my sis. My sister is finally well again! Hooray (:

After that went popular to spent my sister's 20% discount voucher. I went crazy taking all the ring files for next year lecture notes, bought drawing blocks for my very artistic little sister and foolscape paper. Got pen ink refills for my dad and other small lil stuff.

Yay my lil sister is going primary1 next year! So I got her a lil notebook to note down her homework. Heh. I want her to be a nerd.

Lugged all the stuff back home and I look like some cheapskate auntie just back from a sale. Then mopped the floor and fell asleep. I cannot mop floor. I create puddle of water instead.

Did maths. Have uet to complete the tutorial. Sian. ):

Anyway 2007 has been very fast. For me, it's like before I even know school for that day has started, the day has already ended.

I will never forget the orientation I went through at the beginning of this year. It was what made me decide VJC is going to be the school for me. I actually feel like I belong to the school.

First three months was rocking with mas, letch and eileen. Every morning, we just sat in the canteen and gossiped around. Med Soc meetings were actually fun with them. Then asshole letch left for RJ and it was only me mas and eileen.

I am so super glad I got into sucha nice and friendly class. They were such nice people I feel mean sometimes. Ahaha. Was especially happy to have renying as my classmate again, and later, my PW mate. Oh and minghwei gonna remain my best buddy in class!

I am used to having so many events in one day and I just have to choose one and miss the rest. But sometimes, when you so badly want to go for all, it sucks. Pw was tiring but fun at the same time. My team mates were great people and I'm so thankful for that.

I'm glad that after almost a year, I'm still meeting up with my secondary school friends. Hung out quite a number of times with my very treasured 4/5 people, listening to jiong guang insisting that he is nice, chatting to the much thinner tri and jian kai online etc.

And natalie! Was happy swimming with you. Haha, i'm so happy we are still close to each other. We like know each other for close to 10years already man!

And I did so much more CIP this year. Much thanks to eileen. Joined NUH friends and then went on various CIP events in NUH. I hope I can go heaven when I die. And eileen, you are still my best kbox-ing partner. (:

Japan trip was awesome. Got to know a lot of other victorians. Grew much closer to andersonians like shuling and suyi. I wont ever forget my time in jap. Ah, how I wish there is a yearly SILS fall program and we get to go every year.

And of course, I'm awfully glad that my relationship with zanyu is still fine, if not much closer. Many unhappy things happened, some tears shed but I think it kinda brought us closer. We have learnt to give and take and I hate the fact that we get to see each other on weekdays again next year. Boo. but I love you. <3

Lets skip the academic parts. But I got good progress award! Yay.

So to sum everything up, 2007 is very interesting. I feel as though there is no dull moment. I kinda don want 2008 to come. ):